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| 29-5-2008 - Getting ready |
My mood while writing this blog: excited |
Here we go again. It is now time to play the TTC game. I am totally excited about it. I am hoping it doesn't take long becasue i am really just ready for the next chapter in my life. But the practicing in the mean time is great. The dissappointment each month not so much but the anticipation is awesome. I absolutely love my husband and can not wait to be the mother of his children. he is the most wonderful man i have ever met. i love him more than anything. I can't wait to see what our kids will look like. I hope they get his eyes. They are so beautiful. i am so busy between working two jobs and trying to keep a clean house(which hardly ever happens). i can't wait till i can stay home during the day and just work part time at the nail salon. I love doing nails so i don't mind working there. I am so bored during the day at my fulltime job though. i would eventually just like to have my own little space in my house to do nails so i can do it from home. that would be nice. i can't wait to have a lil' belly and feel the baby inside. i think with my last pregnancy becasue it was unexpected and i was young i didn't get to enjoy the whole process. This time i can't wait to enjoy the whole journey. Becasue of the miscarriage i had in march i am still not sure about my ovualtion and what not. it seems as though my periods are back to being regular. who knows. I think we will just try an every other day schedule and hope for the best. who knows. then again we could just do it and enjoy it and not pay attention to timing. either way hopefully soon we will end up with a little peanut of our own. i can't wait.
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