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| 16-10-2008 - Very Confused! |  My mood while writing this blog:Confused! |
I am starting to rethink the whole idea of TTC. I am so confused, I don't think I have ever been this confused before. I have been doing a lot of thinking and I keep asking myself why can't we get pregnant? Are we ready to be parents? What if it's not the right time? How can we be so stupid to think we could just bring a life into this world not knowing how we are going to support it financially? I have no idea if we can even concieve, we can't afford to go to a fetility specialist. How are we going to support our child? I know we will love and care for a child with all our heart, but is that enough? What if maybe it just isn't meant to be that we become parents? I really try so very hard to stay positive but it seems to be getting harder every day. It just seems that every where we turn there is either an expecting couple or some thing to do with babies or being pregnant. Don't get me wrong I am the first person to congratulate anybody I know that finds out that they are expecting, but at the same time I stop and wonder will that ever be us telling our family and friends that we are expecting. Will we ever be called mommy and daddy? I'm sorry I just needed to vent.
5 Comments on Very Confused!
alwayshopeful - Tuesday, 21 Oct
Awww, I hear you and have said many of those things myself over and over. You are not alone and feel free to "vent" anytime, thats what we are all on here for, to support each other and be supported. Praying for you :-)
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lv2bamommy - Thursday, 16 Oct
Hey you!!!! I can relate to what you are feeling! I went through the same thing! The finacial thing... If everyone waited until they were financially ready, there would be a lot less babies in the world. Most people are never really financially ready! But, they make do & adapt. I realize that fertility help is extremely expensive. I know a lot of people that have re-financed their homes, gotten 2nd mortgages, sold ther vehicles for something less expensive. My point being, when it seems like you have lost all hope, when you want to just give up, God prevails! Put this in Gods hands, let him help you!! I know something good will come out of this!! You are meant to be a mommy, if you weren't, I don't think you would feel so strongly about getting pregnant!!! I'm here if ever you want to talk!!!~~~(((BIG HUGS)))~~~
dwiner - Thursday, 16 Oct
Oh Sweetie, it will happen. Sometimes when you try and think about it too much it won't happen. Why don't you try Acupuncture like I did. You don't have to go to an expensive one. I went to a school clinic and the cost was cheap. I was totally thinking about it too much and my inner body was stressed out. So tons of needle points helped my body relaxed and the medicine help my inner soul create a healthy body for my little one that I have now. Lots of Baby Dust to you.
erin b - Thursday, 16 Oct
Be patient. If it's meant to be, it will happen. There is a right time for everything...DON'T GIVE UP! Stress is not good for you-so as hard as it is...just try to be calm and patient!
14-11-2008 - Hello All !!!
16-10-2008 - Very Confused!
12-9-2008 - Update!
20-8-2008 - Finally!
17-7-2008 - NEW DAY!!!!
03-7-2008 - It's a GIRL!!!
25-5-2008 - Big Thanks!!!
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