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| 05-7-2009 - NOT SURE! |  My mood while writing this blog:SO LOST! |
Well First off I want to say hi to all the mommies and all the ladies TTC. Sorry I haven't really messaged anybody I just pop in from time to time to check how everybody is doing and then I sign out. Except today... I had a very long weekend and it gave me time to think. I feel completly LOST!! I thought I knew what I wanted but I am not so sure anymore. I haven't even told my DH about this yet. Okay so here goes... I'm not sure if I want to continue TTC! I'm not sure if I am giving up or if that is really what I want. We haven't even been able to BD, lately we have just been so pre occupied with his surgery then his recovery & now his therapy. So this weekend I realized we have been trying to concieve for almost 5 years!! 5 YEARS!!! WHAT!!! Where has the time gone? I don't know! Should I just accept that maybe I am not meant to be a mommy? There are just so many factors that make me think negative. I have been doing a lot of reading lately about PCOS and I am more than sure that is what's wrong with me. What gets me is that we can't afford health insurance so I can go and see a doctor but yet we want to have a baby. How are we going to support another human being if we can't even afford the necessities. Just not sure anymore.
3 Comments on NOT SURE!
missing*my*2angels - Saturday, 11 Jul
I have PCOS and that's where i'm at and i finally came to i'm tired of medicine and doctor's visits so i figured if it's meant for me to be a mommy it will happen and if it doesn't that's ok i have my twoo puppies and i have a niece and nephew on my DH side and i have my sister's little girl (which she is my world) and my sister is pregnant with her 2nd baby WOOHOO so i'll be ok with being the "cool" auntie lol...yes there is days that i can't stop daydreaming about being a mom and that is something that will prolly always be in the back of my mind but i'm not alone. I hope this helps you. See i'm giving up on the doctor's and medicine but i still have hope i'm just not letting the want of being a mom take over me no more. Take care!! Baby dust***
erin b - Monday, 6 Jul
Awe hunn...don't give up hope! If it's meant to be, it will be! Don't let money dictate if you have children or not...we are dead broke but we have three children and somehow manage to make it work. I say just let it happen naturally-try not to put so much effort into it. Throw out your calendar, don't worry about when you're ovulating and just BD whenever! I have faith that as soon as you are more relaxed about it...it will happen. Best of luck to you.
bundleofperez - Monday, 6 Jul
Wow- I don't even know what to say. I would say anything is possible if you really want it. Money problems are always going to be there but if your not ready than thats something else. Wouldn't it be funny if you stop trying and then you get pregnant. Go with the flow and don't let it consume your life.
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25-5-2008 - Big Thanks!!!
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