Write a new blog
| 25-6-2008 - YOU JUST WOULDN'T BELIEVE |
My mood while writing this blog: WOW |
ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED...IT ALMOST SOUNDS LIKE I AM MAKING IT UP! THIS WILL BE SHORT BECAUSE I AM STILL SO TIRED!!!! TO MAKE AN EXTREMELY LOOOOOOOOOONNNNNGGGGGGGG STORY SHORT......FRIDAY MORNING MY C-SECTION INCISION BUSTED OPEN ON MY COUCH, CALLED 911, ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL, SAT IN ER FOR 8 HOURS, HAD WOUND CLEANED OUT W NO PAIN MED (WORSE THAN CONTRACTIONS), TOOK TO ROOM AND LEFT IN BED FOR 3 HOURS WITH NO NURSE, FOOD, WATER, PAIN MEDS, NOTHING. HOSPITAL STAY WAS AWFUL. VEINS BROKE DOWN SO PICK LINE HAD TO BE INSERTED. I COULD ACTUALLY GO ON BUT YOU GET THE POINT RIGHT? THE MOST TERRIBLE THING ABOUT THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE WAS BEING AWAY FROM MARLEY.....MY SWEET BABY GIRL. I FELT LIKE A PIECE OF ME WAS DYING EVERY DAY.....IT WAS AWFUL. I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS HAPPENED TO ME. I AM GRATEFUL THAT GOD PULLED ME THROUGH BUT I AM STILL TRYING TO COPE WITH MISSING SO MUCH FROM MY DAUGHTER'S FIRST DAYS OF LIFE. I AM TRYING TO DEAL BUT I HAVE A LOT OF QUESTIONS AND EMOTIONS THAT ARE STILL RAW AND IT HURTS. DO NOT TAKE ONE SECOND FOR GRANTED WITH YOUR BABIES....EVERY MOMENT COUNTS EVEN THE ONES THAT ARE HARD.....SOME MOMMIES DON'T GET THEM AT ALL.
4 Comments on YOU JUST WOULDN'T BELIEVESF-Mama -
Thursday, 26 Jun That sounds terrible. Your outlook on the situation sounds positive though, and that is good. I guess the moral of the story is to appreciate every moment with these precious little babies. I hope your recovery goes smoothly from here. Our prayers are with you kapricesfirstbaby -
Thursday, 26 Jun Hang in there babe! mommyslilmunchkin -
Wednesday, 25 Jun Girl NO WAY!!! OMG I am sooooo sorry this is happening to you. I thought my Labor etc was bad...good lawd. Well I hope you are on the road to recovery now and can spend every waking moment with that princess of yours. Thank God you have a very supportive husband. May God be with you and your family and you stay strong and things will get better I promise......Love you lady... jamfam -
Wednesday, 25 Jun Oh my goddness, I am so sorry that you have been going thru all this. I was hoping you were much better and all. I will be praying for you to heal and get well. May the favor and healing of Jesus be upon your life. Bless you Marley and your entire family.