| maz1982 | |
![]() | Age: 27 Country: Scotland Province/region: tayside City: Partner: Michael Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: customer service |
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| 09-11-2009 - I hate work | My mood while writing this blog:just aaaahhhhh |
Well that is me just finished work for another day and i think it is starting to get on top of me. This is the 4th day in a row where i can actually feel my heart rate rise! You know i would not mind so much is people could do their own work but they always seem to want me to do it or always make the decision for them!! It is driving me up the wall i just cant handle it any more. Why can't they figure it out themself , questions all the time. I couldn't take it anymore and today was the day i blow i told workshop control if you can't make a decision then perhaps you should consider a new job and the new girl got left to try and paddle up the creek without a paddle, i think they may have learnt their lesson. I know it was harsh of me but claire the new girl yes she is lovely but its like 10 steps forward crisis of confidence then 9 steps back i cant keep spoon feeding her and Willy don't even get me started on him!!! The rudest arrogentest and most vile man you will ever meet, he is only nice when he wants something or knows he has done someting wrong that i can cover up for him!!
I can really feel my heart rate raising and tears welling up! I'M NOT BLOODY SUPERWOMAN!! i wish i was and willys answer to it yes you guest it ITS JUST YOUR HORMONES! hormones! hormones i'll give you hormones!! what is it with that being the only answer a man can give when you get angery ' don't worry love its just you hormones'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaahhhhhhhhh
Well from now on i have made the executive decision to screw them all they can fend for themselves, i have me and baby to look after and to me thats all that counts so if i feel a little bit off colour then no i wont be in instead of getting on with it and any questions will be passed straight back to them or its off to my manager to say i'm finding things hard and i need some down time. Wish me luck i'm going to need it!!!!!!!!!!!!