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21-3-2009 - Thanksgiving

My mood while writing this blog:
kinda confused

I was thinking, and maybe there is a God or something greater.
I didn't used to believe in all that stuff, but now i'm getting a different feel about it.
In the summer, my boyfriend and I got pregnant. We were so excited.
I was so happy because it took awhile to get pregnant.
But when i went for my first ultrasound, they told me the baby died.
I was so upset for weeks, but my boyfriend just didn't understand why I was so upset.
That was the end of the summer. Then my boyfriend started college, I was happy for him
for sure, but then he started partying and I didn't talk to him because he would turn off his phone.
I got really upset when I found out a girl there was trying to break us up because she liked him, I got jealous and thought they did stuff. We broke up and didn't talk for about a month.
After we started talking again, he said he hadn't even left his dorm.
Only to go to class, I try to believe him, but even now we don't have that full trust.
He came to my house, and I was weak, because i loved him so much. This was on Thanksgiving.
After he went back to school and I only saw him every other weekend, which was really hard because
in the summer we lived together, and I had gotten used to him always being there.
When I found out I was pregnant I was so shocked, I told Peter and he called my doctor and made me an appointment
and moved in with me, and drove to college everyday so he could be with me when i was sick.
If I hadn't of gotten pregnant i'm positive we wouldn't be together. Now he goes to baby classes with me
and drives me to all my appointments. He has 2 jobs and college, so we can have money saved up so our daughter can go to college.
I'm so happy I got pregnant, even though we had some rough times I don't regret it. We might not of gotten pregnant,
and the way he just stepped up to it, and didn't run away from this shows me that he is a keeper :)

Maybe i'm just crazy, but i'm pretty sure Jayden is my little angel :)
I really have something great to give thanks for.

1 Comments on Thanksgiving

kelly5150rn - Sunday, 22 Mar
I feel you on that girl! Before all this happened with my pregnancy with Max I was kinda unsure about the whole God thing. Now I realize this all was part of his plan for me & that miracles do exist....

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