28-8-2009 - Just one of those days..

My mood while writing this blog: upset

It has been one of those days where I really just want to crawl back into bed and startover.

We had 2 dr appt's early this morning, one for the baby and one for my fiance. Apparently, we ran out of formula in the middle of the night and my fiance just didn't tell me. So I asked him why and he just blew up on me, something about tired of getting in trouble and being treated like a 3rd grader. I will admit I am constantly reminding him of things, but not to make him feel bad, because he sometimes forgets to do stuff. He is really busy with work and it's understandale. I just didn't realize I was bothering him SO bad. I have decided to just keep my mouth shut for now, I don't think he realizes just how much I help him throughout the day with my little reminders and such. We don't argue very often, so when we do it really upsets me. I know it is healthy for a relationship, but I don't like feeling like we are on different pages.

I hate waiting rooms and especially the one we were in today. Lot's of little kids and parents who just didn't care what they are doing. I can't help it but toys in public waiting rooms gross me out, especially when parents let their kids lick them. Gross. Then there was the screaming kid that everytime she screamed her mom laughed and talked about how cute it was. Then turned suddenly to smacking her arms and legs, hard.

On a good note, at my fiance's appt we found out his wrist isn't broken. He is on restricted use of it, but it should be better soon.

I really didn't want to start co-sleeping with our son. but everytime I wake up my fiance has put him in the bed with us. He is now getting to where he wont sleep in his bed, and my fiance can't understand why.

And now.. my mom just called me to let me know our family dog passed away. The past few days she wasn't herself, refused to eat, or even get off the couch. We knew it was coming, but still its just a hard thing to deal with. She has been a part of our family for over 6 years, she was 11 years old. It will be strange going to their house and her not being there. We are huge dog people, they are family, not pets. My dogs thinks she is their mom, so they won't know what to think next time they go. My mom is especially taking it hard, my uncle just passed away and I know a dog shouldn't compare to a person, but more loss is just not what my family needed right now.

haha and from the smell that just started coming from my son.. this diaper is going to be a fun one. Looking forward to a brighter day tomorrow, just let today slide into the past.