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	Age: 27 Years Young! Country: US Province/region: California City: Sacramento Partner: Doug Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: No Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: HealthCare!!
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05-11-2008 - Almost 1 year..

My mood while writing this blog:
Sad

WOW Already almost a Year since my Little Boy Colin Grew wings and went to heaven.. Its been an extreamly hard year for us. Well as u all know i lost my Son last year on 11-09 And I miss him so much everyday its like it just happend the pain never went away. I still cry for him everyday I just remember holding him in my arms while he took his last breath in my arms, I remember the pain iv never felt something so painful in my life. I never got to hear him cry or look into his eyes but i did feel the warmth of his body next to mine I wouldn't let him go i held him as long as i could but then i had to say goodbye and after that i never saw him again. I do have him home with me he will be with me forever I will never let him go I pray everynight and talk to him and tell him how much i love him and miss him. Well Sunday is his First Heavenly Birthday... I will write more later its just soo hard still..

2 Comments on Almost 1 year..

momma2bin08 - Thursday, 6 Nov
I here for you hun.It's not easy he is always with you watching over you.He is saying mommy and daddy i love you.don't worrie about me god is taking care of me.

kimmeym - Wednesday, 5 Nov
I can totally understand your pain. So sorry that you had and still have to endure that sorrow, The first year is the hardest. I didn't want to see or hear from anybody during that time. I wish I could help you through this.

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