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19-6-2008 - update

My mood while writing this blog: sad

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well I am probably gonna be off the site for awhile. It looks like Im probably miscarrying again/ Yesterday I had some light spotting that just lasted for an hour or so but I went to the ER waited 5 hours and came home feeling really sad. My hcg levels came back 3100 which she said was normal for 6 weeks but last time I had them drawn almost 2 weeks ago they were1250 so that definately poses a problem.I figured they would be around 80,000 so when she told me that I immediately started crying and asked her to do an u/s god, she was so rude and said thats not an emergency and that I have been through this before so I really dont need an u/s to tell me something isnt right.. I dont get it I just went to my doctor in Monday and saw my baby and heard the heartbeat, how could everything have gone so wrong in only 2 days. The low hcg definately explains why I havent gotten sick which was also something else that had me worried, I knew something wasnt right when I still hadnt gotten sick. I go at 9 to my doc to get an ultrasound but I am already sure my baby is not ok. My husband keeps saying maybe everything is ok you never know. But with hcg levels that low it cant be ok. I just feel so hopeless, I was so excited about this baby I told everyone so now I get to tell them it has happened again. I feel like I will never have kids, and even if we do ttc again it is just so stressful going through the whole ordeal, I just want this baby. Im still hoping for a miracle but Im being realistic. I will post after I get back from the doc.

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6 Comments on update


andrewmommy - Sunday, 2 Nov
I would like to receive the link too. It show it to me on my new messages but when I come here I cant find it.
I would like to see it.

Jens3rd - Sunday, 2 Nov
Can you please send me that link again! to the no bama I wanted to show it to my mom adn the link was gone! I really would like to see it again. Thank you so much I agree with you


mommy1031 - Thursday, 19 Jun
Hi there, well i got a private message from you but i think i dont know how to read it. im new in this website and kinda slow lol. well, i wanted to write to you ley you know that you need to keep your head up and think very positive. when i was 8 weeks old i had some spotting and i was very very very scared but the doctor said that as long as i didnt have sharp cramps its normal to have light spotting. hopefully your case is similar and everything comes out just fine. however, please keep me updated with what ever it is! have faith in god, he put this baby there for a reason and he will be right next to you through this entire process. Good luck and take care! Keep in touch

bngonzales - Thursday, 19 Jun
Sweetie I'm so sorry to hear this news. Please update me as soon as you can! Keep your head up high we are all here for you! Love you girl! xoxoxoxoxo- Brandi

themommyofangels - Thursday, 19 Jun
goodluck. pray and everything will be alright....

mandyd829 - Thursday, 19 Jun
good luck, i prayed for you.