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24-6-2008 - MOVING ON....

My mood while writing this blog: OK

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Well I had my d&c this morning and feel better since im not having to deal with the painful cramps anymore. Emotionally Im getting better, every day is a little easier and I just try to think its one day closer to me having a happy healthy pregnancy. I know in my heart God will bless us again with a little miracle. We are waiting at least 3 months, Im afraid that I didnt wait long enough last time and thats why this miscarriage happened. Im also really worried after having so multiple D&C's that I will not be able to carry a baby. Im seeing a new doctor next week and I will talk to him about all of my concerns. My hubby and I decided we are not ever gonna give up in trying to become parents. I was so happy when he said we would keep trying till it happens no matter what. I feel so blessed to have a wonderful husband he is always there for me and so supportive, I dont know how I got so lucky. I had contemplated leaving the site b/c I thought why torture myself with seeing all these other pg women who are pg and its so exciting and sometimes its really hard to see that, but there is no way I could leave this site. I have met some of the most supportive, caring, kind and courageous women that have really made me feel so much better and I know that Im not alone. We all have obstacles and go through trying times and it is so comforting to be able to talk to someone who has gone through the same things. Im not going to dwell on the past and what I have gone through but move forward and keep my faith in God and I will not give up!! Hopeful22 my prayers are with you and your family, Im so sorry you have gone through this as well. Its hard for people to truly understand how it feels to lose a baby but I can honestly say I DO know exactly how you feel right now , its a feeling I wouldnt wish on my worst enemy. But stay strong because we will get through this. So I just wanna thank all the wonderful ladies on here who have made me feel so much better.

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6 Comments on MOVING ON....


krystasappleseed - Thursday, 26 Jun
hey hun sorry to hear about your aweful ordeal. thats terrible you have had such bad luck. don't worry i have a feeling it will all turn out okay for you two. thats great your hubby is so supportive. You really are a couregous person

ykeisha - Thursday, 26 Jun
hi glad to hear you feeling much better i will be praying for you and all the ttc

bngonzales - Wednesday, 25 Jun
I'm glad to hear your spirits are better! I;ve been worried about you. I'm so glad you are going to see another doctor and like I said before there aren't any stupod questions so write all of them down on a piece of paper and take it with you! You deserve to get all the answer to your questions. Hang in there and keep that positive attitude! Love you lots and remember I'm only a click away! xoxoxoxoxo-Brandi

chips - Wednesday, 25 Jun
hey that was so great what you wrote, I cryed while I read!...................I am sure god is going to bless you with a beautiful miracle!!
god bless you and your dear dh!
takecare


wilsonwilson - Wednesday, 25 Jun
Your moving on has really touched me, and it is not the site that is good so to speak, it is the people that make the site, and the friends and comfort that spreads all over the world. Friends are unique and I am glad I met you. Your faith and commitment is so strong and you are so brave and my thoughts sand prayers are here for you and so am I *hugs* xxxx Kat xxxx

preggiebelly - Wednesday, 25 Jun
I'm so proud of you for having such a positive faithful attitude. God will surely bless you for that. I'm so so sorry that you're hurting. I wish that there was a pill I could send you to take it away.
In a strange way.... I'm thankful that I understand how you're feeling because when I read your words, I feel your pain. I like to tell you that I've been there because I feel like that means more than just saying I'm sorry. Some things happen sometimes under God's watch that are so painful.... but "all things work for the good of those who love Him and who are called according to His purpose."
God bless you & your little ones in heaven.
I'm sure that they are busy now planning your next little one along the side of God.... and He or she will be just perfect.
I'll be praying for you sweetie. I admire you for being so strong... you're such an awesome example for the hundreds of women who lose their little angels. Take care & please keep in touch to let me know how things come along..... ~ Jamie