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michelle5288
	Age: 21 Country: United States Province/region: New York City: Long Island Partner: My wonderful fiance, Omar Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: File Clerk, soon to be stay at home Mom!
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29-3-2009 - Worried : /

My mood while writing this blog:
stressed

Ok so i really have no other place to vent, and i can't complain to my boyfriend, cause i dont want to make him feel bad. I'm so worried im going to have to work and be in school and miss all those things i wanted to be a SAHM for... He went to school for f&i in car sales, but cant find a job! If he found a job id be perfect! But im so worried with the economy and all. And bills are piling up because right now hes selling cars, and since hes so worried about not finding an f&i position, he isnt doing too great. And i dont make much, but i work 40 hours a week and go to school to be a medical assistant 20 hours a week. I work 7-4 mon, wed, thurs, fri, and sat. And go to school mon-thurs 5-10. So sunday is my only break. At least im past first tri, so i feel less exhausted but im soo scared im overworking myself. And both of our school loans are going to be due to start paying soon. And hes got his car payment/insurance, i have a bit of CC debt. But his car payment and insurance is so high. Im praying he finds a job soon. So then i can go to school during the day and finish before the baby. Cause it would break my heart not to be there for my little one as much as id like to be. And i promised myself id finish school so i can have a job when the baby starts school. Im so worried about money and getting my bills paid before the baby comes its driving me crazy! And he cant stop wasting money either. I havent saved anything yet either. Arrrggghh... thanks for letting me vent guys. Pray for us...

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