02-4-2009 - Update....... babys sex sono and major meltdown.

My mood while writing this blog: Tired

Ok so a couple of things....

1) I scheduled the appointment at the u/s place for the 12th (only 9 days!) to get the sono to tell the sex of the baby. I will be 16 weeks and 2 days. Hope they can find it and our little peanut isnt shy! Im soooo excited. His mom and grandma are coming too! Wish me luck everyone!

2) I had my first, erm, melt down the other night. I was drivin to school and i started crying. And then the same happened on the way home, cept worse. Like uncontrollable, snotty, hysterical, hyperventilating sobs. Granted, i was thinking about things that would normally upset me. But come on now. I was a mess. I think it was "music triggered" lol. But it was serious. I dont like not feeling in control of my emotions. That roller coaster was nooo good. I feel like a fool, im not crazy am i?