17-2-2010 - Mommyhood

My mood while writing this blog: Happy

So i absolutely love being a mom. My daughter is my life... I'm a new and improved, much much improved version of the old me. I never thought i could love someone this much. Shes the most amazing thing that has never happened to me. I feel like im doing what ive always been made to do. Like i was meant to be this beautiful amazing little girls mom. My life is complete now that i have my princess. I want another baby soon tho, and then ill be done with making babies. Im kinda hoping for a boy. Omar says if he gets the good job hes looking for within the year then we can make another baby. Breastfeeding didnt work out because she was a very gassy/fussy baby and i was really worried that i wasnt eating well enough to give her the nutrition she needed. It was disappointing but i guess its not for everyone. But i am however, very proud to say i make my own babyfood. So far shes tried avocado, peaches, and carrots. She loves everything except the peaches. We're gonna try those again a little later. I love to hear her laugh. I swear its the most pleasing, heartwarming, rewarding sound ive ever heard. It makes my heart melt when she smiles and laughs, even when shes sleeping. And it breaks my heart to hear her cry. All in all, i just am so in love with my daughter. And im soooo in love with being a mommy. I love my new life as a mother. I guess its true what they say, not all super heroes wear capes.