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12-7-2009 - what do i do?????

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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ok everyone i have just booked a little holiday as we really need a break!! the thing is we are going to the same place as last year. well last year i was pregnant with my son elijah who is now living with the angels :( i was due the same time of year as elijah was born prematurely at 29 weeks. all my memories of this place are of being pregnant with elijah and the not knowing what lay ahead. i miss him sooooo much and cry for him everyday he was so beautifull and perfect!! we really need this break and i know this new baby has been sent 2 us by elijah so i know how lucky i am i just cant stop thinking that im gonna be a total wreck all holiday. should i keep my chin up and go and remember the time me and my little lad had together while he was inside of me??????

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3 Comments on what do i do?????


gloria - Monday, 13 Jul
Hello, I am sooo sorry to hear ur loss :(
I think you shouldnt push urself too much But you can try to , (if you can) remember that special time you both had, and celebrate who is growing inside you ( he or she deserves it) hugs to you ! And go have some much deserved fun and relaxayion, it will do ur preg good!

tassie-mum - Monday, 13 Jul
=( you poor thing, I just want to give you a cuddle. I think you should go and try your hardest to relax, your bub is in heaven with god now, looking down on you, wanting you to be happy. Losing someone we love so much hurts so bad and will always hurt but try and remember your new bub that Elijah has sent you. Xoxo

Cindie - Sunday, 12 Jul
I'm so sorry for your loss. That had to be hard. We nearly lost our little man multiple times. Feel free to read my blogs. We are expecting baby #2 and the amnio is wednesday. we're just praying for a healthy baby. Please keep us in your prayers. Your in mine!