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 | Age: 28 Country: US Province/region: California City: Fresno Partner: Jeff Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 16 Jan ,2009 Occupation: Nurse |
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Today is a strange day for me emotionally. I have been feeling very homesick lately, and not loving Fresno as much as I hoped I would. I'm starting to regret moving here because now I know that I am basically "stuck" here - at least for a while. I look back and think "what the hell was I thinking?" when I agreed to make this move. I am very close to my family and have never lived far away from them before. I just realized the other day that I haven't seen my mom in 6 months. I have never in my entire life gone that long without seeing my mom! I only have a couple of friends here that I know through work, but don't really see them outside of work. I feel very lonely. On top of that, things aren't working out with Jeff's job the way he thought they would. That is the whole reason we moved here and now it's all falling through. We are struggling financially and now have a baby on the way! We have a 2 bedroom apartment now, and I was looking at the 3 bedrooms in the area and they are all so expensive. We can't afford it right now, so I don't know what I will do with the baby. I hear about all the pregnant ladies I know getting ready for baby and decorating their room and all that and I feel so unprepared. We wanted this baby, and still do of course, but sometimes I wonder if we are making one bad choice after another. I try to look at it in a positive way, but all I can think is - I wish we wouldn't have moved. I guess I will just have to suck it up and live with it, but it's hard when you are pregnant and emotional! Ok, my rant is over.
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| 18-6-2008 - Mixed emotions.... |  My mood while writing this blog:Upset |
Today is a strange day for me emotionally. I have been feeling very homesick lately, and not loving Fresno as much as I hoped I would. I'm starting to regret moving here because now I know that I am basically "stuck" here - at least for a while. I look back and think "what the hell was I thinking?" when I agreed to make this move. I am very close to my family and have never lived far away from them before. I just realized the other day that I haven't seen my mom in 6 months. I have never in my entire life gone that long without seeing my mom! I only have a couple of friends here that I know through work, but don't really see them outside of work. I feel very lonely. On top of that, things aren't working out with Jeff's job the way he thought they would. That is the whole reason we moved here and now it's all falling through. We are struggling financially and now have a baby on the way! We have a 2 bedroom apartment now, and I was looking at the 3 bedrooms in the area and they are all so expensive. We can't afford it right now, so I don't know what I will do with the baby. I hear about all the pregnant ladies I know getting ready for baby and decorating their room and all that and I feel so unprepared. We wanted this baby, and still do of course, but sometimes I wonder if we are making one bad choice after another. I try to look at it in a positive way, but all I can think is - I wish we wouldn't have moved. I guess I will just have to suck it up and live with it, but it's hard when you are pregnant and emotional! Ok, my rant is over.
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