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| 04-7-2008 - Rollercoaster Ride!!!! |
My mood while writing this blog: confused? |
This past week or two my moods have been so out of control! It's comical after the fact, but when I'm sitting on the couch sobbing over some random little event, it's not so funny! One minute I'm happy. The next minute I'm sad. The next minute I'm pissed off. I feel like I'm losing my mind! Things at home have been a little rough lately, so that may be contributing. We are struggling a bit financially, which causes a lot of stress....especially when you're expecting a baby. Jeff and I have been arguing daily - which we never used to do....we never used to argue at all, actually. But we talked last night and agreed that this is stupid - this is supposed to be one of the happiest times of our life and lately we haven't even been enjoying it. Worrying about all the little things is so pointless. It just makes you miserable. And when you can hardly keep hold of your mood swings as it is, well that's even worse. So now we are just going to sit back and enjoy the ride and just hope and pray everything works out the way it's supposed to. I'm sure we will be fine. As for my mood swings....well, I have a feeling those aren't going anywhere soon so I hope we can all get used to it. Only 6 months to go!!!!
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