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17-4-2008 - fucking pissed

My mood while writing this blog: ....

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okay seriously.... what the fuck?!?!?! excuse my french.
what is wrong with you people?!?! and im definately not talking to everyone. but for the people who have left me messages making me feel like complete shit im sorry but fuck you! who r u to act like ms. saint?!?! this is the hardest decision ive ever had to make and i ever will. i hate the fact that im getting an abortion. i fucking hateeee it with a passsionn. but i hate the fact that some of u are sending me messages saying things that are making me feel completely horrible!!! wat is wrong with you??? y would you do that to someone who is alreddy so0 emotionally fragile?! im so0 angered and im so0 fuckinggggggg pisssseeeddddd. like honestly u relle dont think i care about my baby?! i wanted a baby more than anything in the world. and once i found out the baby had down syndrome i was devastated. and i never ever ever wanted to get an abortion and i still dont but i think its the best and only fair decision for me. im so0 depressed and upset right now and then to have u people judging me and shit.. like i cant even take itttt. i don even want to go on this website anymore thanks to u completely heartless people.

for all of u who sent me relle nice messages. thank you so0 so0 so0 much and it means the world to me to have some love and support right now. maybe having an abortion isnt right. and maybe i will regret it but its the decision i have made and i dont want to do it but i feel its the choice i have to make.i dont want to have to give my baby up for adoption and i dont want my baby to have to go thru all the problems it would go thru with down syndrome.

so0 for those of u who care.... i went to the dr today and they put in dilator sticks. which are going to dilate my cervix and tomorrow i go to the hospital to get the actual termination completed. im extremely terrified and havin all these people jump down my throat is killing me. getting those sticks put in KILLEDDDDD. everyone is makin me feel like im a horrible person and i could be wrong about the baby having down syndrome. all these doubts are making me feel so0 horrible. im in alot of pain right now. cramps like horribleeeee cramps. and i just relle wanna die right now. i feel like dying. thats all i can say to anyone.

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5 Comments on fucking pissed


ashleym - Saturday, 19 Jul
Sorry that some uneducated, uncarring, women said those things to you! I am a pediatric nurse and work with kids and babies with all sorts of illnesses so I know what they go through and their families. You did what you thought was best for your baby. Don't ever let anyone judge you that has no idea what you are going through. Don'tlet anyone judge you who think they do either.And don't ever feel bad for doing what you think is right or best ok. Seriously don't boubt your decision it will not do you or your baby in heaven any good and that is not what she would want for you ok!

misz-cashis-oct08 - Friday, 13 Jun
wow let me just say this bitch "cinxia" is relle fuckin retarded. shes thinks i dont know anything about down syndrome and im just a dumb ass 10 yr old who dont give a fuck about my daughter. well guess fucking wat. i deff do. and if anyone wants to come at me saying i didnt care about my baby?? i will fucking rip u a new fucking asshole. dont ever fucking come at me like that EVER. and as for this dumb ass bitch. she'll get wats comin to her. karma's a bitch sweetieee =]

Cinxia - Wednesday, 14 May
If this sort of thing keeps happening, maybe you should use birth control? Your 20 and been pregnant three times, are you sure your ready to be a mother? I know that if my little Snug had DS I could not bear the thought of killing her. Motherhood is unconditional love, not “I will love you only if you’re perfect”.
DS or Down syndrome is a genetic defect of the chromosome 21. Sometimes DS has mild to server affects on a human depending on the extent of the extra copy, genetic history, and pure chance, your kid could have lead a realitivly normal life. Further more, need you be reminded that you are on a site where the majority of us are pregnant, and have deep feelings about the subject of abortion because most of use are in love with our babies, so of course you are going to get the responses of angry women. Maybe you should be at a prochoice abortion support group instead of here.


dannii - Wednesday, 30 Apr
hey nobody should evr be placed in your situation and you have to do whats right for you keep well and take care xxxxx

clairek - Thursday, 17 Apr
sorry to hear people have been really horrid 2 u.
as u said its not there decison and how can they comment when they have never had to make the choice u have had 2.
thinking of u 2day.
big hugs