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| 18-4-2008 - RIP my little angel |
My mood while writing this blog: <3 |
im back home from the hospital...it was okay. it was a little scary, luckily i had my mom and my best friend aka my sister.lol we told them that she was my sister and the anesthesiologist was like ohhh relle ur sisters? look more like friends. were like yehhhhh thats what everyone says.lol
anywayy i had the procedure done. i was in pain afterwardsss but they kept givin me pain meds and finally it stopped. then i started throwin up from the anesthesia and all the pain meds. that suckkeddd. it tasted so0 weird like meds and iv stuff. anywayy then when i wanted to leave i had to go pee to make sure i could urinate. so0 i did but i also puked the whole time. cuz walking around isnt go0d apparently.lol now im home and im tiiiredd and dont rele feel to go0d. i havent eaten all day or drank nething. i had just the IV in my hand which made my hand and arm like iceeeee. man it was freezing. i just feel weird that im not pregnant nemore. my little girl is gone. =[ RIP my little angell!!! i originally wanted to name this baby Tianna Faith. but ive decided to name her Angel Nevaeh. shes my guardian Angel now. my princess angel nevaeh. i love you so0 much baby girl. and ur gonna be in my heart 4everrrrrrr. <3333 RIP 4.17.08
4 Comments on RIP my little angelCindie -
Friday, 18 Apr I dont' hate you for your decision... But there are other ways.. See, about 2 weeks ago I got my Amnio results.. my baby boy has Down Syndrome. So I know how you feel. And it wasn't even supposed to happen to us. Dh and I are 21 yrs. old. both of us.. we had LOW risk factor, but it happened. We have however decided to keep this baby as a gift from god. I'm scared about the future, but I"m sure it will all be ok.
GOOD LUCK on your future babies, and I'm sorry for your pain. clairek -
Friday, 18 Apr hope u r okay, loads love Annie and wayne -
Friday, 18 Apr i hope your well hun xxx ur very brave keep ur chin up x riknlee -
Friday, 18 Apr sweetie, I feel for you. And I am here if you want to talk xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx