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| 28-4-2008 - tryin to keep positive |
My mood while writing this blog: okay i guess... |
im trying to keep positive as u may have guess my the title of this blog. im just trying to come to terms with my decision because i know i did the right thing. it was the right decision for me. and im okay with it. i have alot to be excited about...im finishing scho0l relle so0n and im gonna start my externship for medical assisting and me and my bf are hopefully going to try next year for a baby. and i hope its the right time. i hope i get pregnant and have a beautiful baby boy. (knock on wo0d). but i just have to keep my chin up and keep on going or im never going to heal and i need to keep my life on track. and i want to do that alot. i wanna start doing things the right way. and i love my baby girl with all my heart. im never ever going to forget this entire experience. this whole thing made me relle see how much of a true blessing a child is and how amazing it is to have ur own baby in ur stomach and being part of something so0 much greateerr. bringing a human being into the world is an amazing thing to me. i just pray ill be able to bring a healthy baby into this world someday i dont care when it is as long as God can make it happen. i hope everyone is doing well and go0d luck to all u mommies on here.
1 Comments on tryin to keep positiveriknlee -
Monday, 28 Apr Hey I notice you havent really been writing to me lately and I understand. I hope you are getting on okay. It is good to have something to look forward to after something like this. If you want time to go quickly, do as much as you can and be busy. Before you know it it will be months in the future and time is a good healer. keep up the talking, it is healthy, take care