24-2-2009 - First appointment...disapointed

My mood while writing this blog: okay

Well, I finally got my appointment with the doctor (nurse practicioner actually). I tried to act worried that I was further along than 12 weeks, as some had suggested.....but my plan failed. They just did the typical thousand questions they ask, and all of the blood tests, a pap and pelvic exam. I did get to hear the heartbeat for a split second, but it was hard for her to find and the baby moved right away after she found it--then she couldn't find it again. The pressure from her looking for it HURT! She said from my pelvic exam that I felt about 12 weeks or so. I know they tell about how far along you are that way, but I still think all doctors should do an ultrasound right off the bat so they know what point they are starting from. ANYWAY...can you tell how upset I am about this? lol. Another thing I am disappointed about is that this office was about my only choice because of the Medicaid insurance I have to have. There are four doctors, and three of the four are men. I have had a man OB/GYN before...but I difinitely prefer to have a woman. You have to see all four doctors throughout your pregnancy. Whoever is on call the day you go into labor is who delivers your baby. I don't like this. I guess I don't have much choice though. Sorry to complain so much. I AM happy that we did hear the heartbeat though. At least we know the baby is alive.....could have four arms (lol)...but he/she is alive.

My ultrasound will be in eight weeks...when I am 20 weeks. I feel like throwing a tantrum like a child, lol.