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So here I am vacationing in my home country ...having a good time....not thinking and obsessing about TTC.....and as my AF's time come near by ....to my surprise 'NO AF!!!!!'........I was happy and thought maybe change of place worked for me...my hubby couldn't believe it as we BD'd 5 days after ovulation and my chances were pretty slim .....we thought we missed the boat....but when 2 days went by and no AF i thought maybe this is it....my previous cycle was like a clock work always on time.....so i crossed my fingers and even my MIL noticed....she said yaa you might be expecting now....happy mee.....3rd day goes by..4th, 5th and 6th go smoothly...no indication of AF...was certain by then...i started taking my prenatal vits.....7th and 8th day went cool....and today is the day i leave for US and today on 9th day my AF showed up.......I have a blank look on my face...no emotions from inside....just feel one thing...that God thinks it's funny......It's hillarious to play with such sensitive issue.....i lost my 1st baby 4 months back and I am so ready to try again...
Well....not feeling very hopeful...i dont know what happened with me this time.....with 3 regular cycles on time to the 't'. My cycle going crazy just like that is a total shocker...not to mention my teary eyes and sad mood which i will carry throughout the 20 hr flight today!
Take care ladies XOXO
1 Comments on God think it's funny!!
number5forme - Wednesday, 16 Jul
Oh Babe, that is so shitty.
If it helps any, I do know how you feel. I HATE how our preganancy symptoms are just so similiar to our AF symptoms - another cruel joke.
We convince ourselves that we will NOT get our hopes up and then all of a sudden we start to show signs - sore BBs or nausea etc and so you start to think "Hey, maybe I am ?!!!" and then WHAM, BAM, slap you down m'am - AF arrives!!!!!
I am so sorry
I know you may not want to hear this but...
It really isnt EASY to get pregnant and when you do It ISNT EASY to hold on to that pregnancy. Sometimes that is what the late arriving AF is - a pregnancy that just didnt take. I feel so sucky telling you this - I KNOW it is not what you want to hear when you are wanting so badly to be pregnant and have everything go well... Gee, what is wrong with me???!!
I am so sorry.
You are young (and very beautiful) and you have time (I know, I know, but you want it NOW!)
YOU WILL GET PREGNANT. IT IS YOUR JOB TO BRING MORE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE INTO THIS WORLD. Who will we look at in the fancy magazines if you dont populate the world with your 'beauty genes'???!!!! Hug for you ((((((((Shaleen))))))) xx
| 16-7-2008 - God think it's funny!! |  My mood while writing this blog:Feel like killing someone |
So here I am vacationing in my home country ...having a good time....not thinking and obsessing about TTC.....and as my AF's time come near by ....to my surprise 'NO AF!!!!!'........I was happy and thought maybe change of place worked for me...my hubby couldn't believe it as we BD'd 5 days after ovulation and my chances were pretty slim .....we thought we missed the boat....but when 2 days went by and no AF i thought maybe this is it....my previous cycle was like a clock work always on time.....so i crossed my fingers and even my MIL noticed....she said yaa you might be expecting now....happy mee.....3rd day goes by..4th, 5th and 6th go smoothly...no indication of AF...was certain by then...i started taking my prenatal vits.....7th and 8th day went cool....and today is the day i leave for US and today on 9th day my AF showed up.......I have a blank look on my face...no emotions from inside....just feel one thing...that God thinks it's funny......It's hillarious to play with such sensitive issue.....i lost my 1st baby 4 months back and I am so ready to try again...
Well....not feeling very hopeful...i dont know what happened with me this time.....with 3 regular cycles on time to the 't'. My cycle going crazy just like that is a total shocker...not to mention my teary eyes and sad mood which i will carry throughout the 20 hr flight today!
Take care ladies XOXO
1 Comments on God think it's funny!!
number5forme - Wednesday, 16 Jul
Oh Babe, that is so shitty.
If it helps any, I do know how you feel. I HATE how our preganancy symptoms are just so similiar to our AF symptoms - another cruel joke.
We convince ourselves that we will NOT get our hopes up and then all of a sudden we start to show signs - sore BBs or nausea etc and so you start to think "Hey, maybe I am ?!!!" and then WHAM, BAM, slap you down m'am - AF arrives!!!!!
I am so sorry
I know you may not want to hear this but...
It really isnt EASY to get pregnant and when you do It ISNT EASY to hold on to that pregnancy. Sometimes that is what the late arriving AF is - a pregnancy that just didnt take. I feel so sucky telling you this - I KNOW it is not what you want to hear when you are wanting so badly to be pregnant and have everything go well... Gee, what is wrong with me???!!
I am so sorry.
You are young (and very beautiful) and you have time (I know, I know, but you want it NOW!)
YOU WILL GET PREGNANT. IT IS YOUR JOB TO BRING MORE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE INTO THIS WORLD. Who will we look at in the fancy magazines if you dont populate the world with your 'beauty genes'???!!!! Hug for you ((((((((Shaleen))))))) xx
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