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30-7-2008 - Another angel in heaven ShatteredMy mood while writing this blog:
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~This is in loving memory of my beloved niece Santoshi.~



On 24th June 2008 my lovely sister in law told me that she was expecting. I was ecstatic to hear the news. After I lost my angel 3 months ago, I really felt a strong connection with this new arrival.

So not to anyones surprise I was going crazy after hearing the news....giving her all the advice in the world about 1st trimester.....She unfortunately was having a tough time finding a good ObGyn in her city. So hyper excited me got online researched and found one for her. We were excited at the thought of seeing first baby U/s picture. I told her all about my first U/S and how I cried when I saw that little heart fluttering.

Well, we counted days for the appointment and finally the day came. She called me at 9:30 AM and told me that the doctor had told her that she couldn't see a heartbeat.....and there was a silence.....a tear rolled down my eye and in a moment I remember that unfortunate day when Aarya left me.We both understood what just happened. We had another angel in heaven.

In my life I never thought, of all the things, I would be sharing this experience with her. I was shattered from inside to see her go away. I had hopes and dreams that I related to Aarya and somewhere thought Santoshi has come to fulfill those. We never knew if it was a boy or a girl....but my SIL always believed that it was a girl.

I don't know why these things happen and why these things are happening specifically in my family? But I really really hope for a better tomorrow.

Remembering my baby niece Santoshi - 07/25/08-07/25/08. Love you baby.
May angels cradle you and take care of you. You will always be in my heart.

Love you always...



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1 Comments on Another angel in heaven


tassy - Wednesday, 30 Jul
Aww Shaleen, i am soo teary eyed reading this blog of yours. i know how hard it can be when u hear such a thing happening to someone who is soo close to you. My friends baby died just minutes before the delivery was about to happen inside her womb, 2 days back. I am soo sadd and low every since i got that news. I hope and pray that may all such moms like you, and me, your sister in law and my friend, be blessed again soon... God please shower your blessings on all of us.... pls tk cr of ur sis in law.. she is in my prayers..
Photos
My first baby (2008, 01, 18) First signs of my little bubba (2008, 01, 18)

Children
Aarya-Gupta (2008) Aaryan-S-Gupta (2010)

Latest blogs
28-7-2010 - My Baby is 4 months old!
12-7-2010 - My Baby's Birth Story
27-3-2010 - Is it Labor??
22-3-2010 - Week 38 update
09-3-2010 - Baby Shower and week 36 update
06-2-2010 - Week 32 update
08-1-2010 - Week 28 Update
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11-12-2009 - Week 24 and counting
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14-11-2009 - Week 20 update
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12-9-2009 - Week 10 visit to Doc
12-8-2009 - And the result is......
09-8-2009 - MIL driving me nuts!!
04-8-2009 - Moving my old page into this blog
30-7-2008 - Another angel in heaven
28-7-2008 - DH not helping
16-7-2008 - God think it's funny!!
04-6-2008 - Happy for everyone else
21-5-2008 - Still feeling down

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