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Im sorry for my sob story but i really need to vent. I miss my son you guys. I just knew in my heart that he would pull through. He was doing sooo good in the NICU. He was with us for 6 days and that last day things took a major turn. There are alot of things that we as people dont understand but only God knows what is best. I have so much going on in my life right now and all i had to hold on to was Landan, my baby boy. Now he is gone and i dont know what to do. I will continue to pray but yall it is so HARD. I look at his pictures everyday and just cry. My fiance' is taking it really hard too but we are trying to hold each other up when one is feeling down. I know this isnt the end, its just the beginning. Im glad that Landan is in a better place and now im more focused on trying to get my life right so i can make it to Heaven also. This separation is just for now bc one day we will meet again and we will be together for all eternity. God knows i wish you ladies the best with your pregnancies, and for the ladies who prayed for us and helped me to stay positive, thank you. You know who you are and God bless you. I will keep checking my page and will continue chatting with you guys. Everyone please keep my family in your prayers and remember to trust God and keep Him first. God never makes mistakes. I believe this and i pray that you will do the same.
7 Comments on Hope
SHERRYBABYDEAN - Friday, 28 Aug
No words can possibly make you feel better.It has to be the hardest thing in the whole world to lose a child.I am glad you got to hold him.God bless your little angel in heaven.My prayers go to you and your family.
marcie521 - Thursday, 27 Aug
Oh God Bless you and your family!!! I just thought about you yesterday and I was wondering how everything was going. Reading your birthstory made me cry. You are so strong! It is great that you are still giving praise and honor to God through this hard time. You are so right though, you will we reunited with your son and then it will be forever. A close friend of mine experienced this too. It was hard but she keeps getting stronger. It was a little over a year ago and she still thinks about her baby, but she is healed from most of the hurt now. There is nothing that I can say to make it alright, but I am here if you need me. Stay strong and God bless.
Babygurll - Thursday, 27 Aug
Im so sorry for your loss, I will pray for u and your fiance, u r very strong and i know u will get past this, keep ur head up and keep on trusting in God
Str8 As - Wednesday, 26 Aug
Some things are not meant for us to understand, but to trust in the designed plan. I will continue to keep you all in prayer, and I hope that you do keep in touch....I am to hear from you..stay strong!
alwaysblessed - Wednesday, 26 Aug
You are in my prayers! God needed your baby boy more than you, he saw something in him that made him extra special!! Your angel is always looking after you! Take care.
mackvaldez (Melissa) - Wednesday, 26 Aug
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. You seem like a very strong person... Hang in there.
porscheg - Wednesday, 26 Aug
You are a strong woman and you are in my prayers. I wish the best for you and your fiance. Just continue to trust God!
| 26-8-2009 - Hope |  My mood while writing this blog:confused |
Im sorry for my sob story but i really need to vent. I miss my son you guys. I just knew in my heart that he would pull through. He was doing sooo good in the NICU. He was with us for 6 days and that last day things took a major turn. There are alot of things that we as people dont understand but only God knows what is best. I have so much going on in my life right now and all i had to hold on to was Landan, my baby boy. Now he is gone and i dont know what to do. I will continue to pray but yall it is so HARD. I look at his pictures everyday and just cry. My fiance' is taking it really hard too but we are trying to hold each other up when one is feeling down. I know this isnt the end, its just the beginning. Im glad that Landan is in a better place and now im more focused on trying to get my life right so i can make it to Heaven also. This separation is just for now bc one day we will meet again and we will be together for all eternity. God knows i wish you ladies the best with your pregnancies, and for the ladies who prayed for us and helped me to stay positive, thank you. You know who you are and God bless you. I will keep checking my page and will continue chatting with you guys. Everyone please keep my family in your prayers and remember to trust God and keep Him first. God never makes mistakes. I believe this and i pray that you will do the same.
7 Comments on Hope
SHERRYBABYDEAN - Friday, 28 Aug
No words can possibly make you feel better.It has to be the hardest thing in the whole world to lose a child.I am glad you got to hold him.God bless your little angel in heaven.My prayers go to you and your family.
marcie521 - Thursday, 27 Aug
Oh God Bless you and your family!!! I just thought about you yesterday and I was wondering how everything was going. Reading your birthstory made me cry. You are so strong! It is great that you are still giving praise and honor to God through this hard time. You are so right though, you will we reunited with your son and then it will be forever. A close friend of mine experienced this too. It was hard but she keeps getting stronger. It was a little over a year ago and she still thinks about her baby, but she is healed from most of the hurt now. There is nothing that I can say to make it alright, but I am here if you need me. Stay strong and God bless.
Babygurll - Thursday, 27 Aug
Im so sorry for your loss, I will pray for u and your fiance, u r very strong and i know u will get past this, keep ur head up and keep on trusting in God
Str8 As - Wednesday, 26 Aug
Some things are not meant for us to understand, but to trust in the designed plan. I will continue to keep you all in prayer, and I hope that you do keep in touch....I am to hear from you..stay strong!
alwaysblessed - Wednesday, 26 Aug
You are in my prayers! God needed your baby boy more than you, he saw something in him that made him extra special!! Your angel is always looking after you! Take care.
mackvaldez (Melissa) - Wednesday, 26 Aug
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. You seem like a very strong person... Hang in there.
porscheg - Wednesday, 26 Aug
You are a strong woman and you are in my prayers. I wish the best for you and your fiance. Just continue to trust God!
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