04-11-2009 - 31 weeks N 1 day

My mood while writing this blog: blah

yup, 31 weeks N 1 day. only 8 weeks N 6 days to go! whoa! time is moving so slow! lol im really getting tired of people telling me how fast the time has gone.

well me and eric are cool again. he came to my house and was the one to start talking. he apologized for everthing N said he realized how things looked but said that his family was all that mattered N he wasnt giving up on that for anything. N if i was having an issue with anything he would give it up; which he has done. he has really been putting in the effort to come N see me everyday N just be there for me those times that i just need a hug. i did cut him deeper than i thought by going to my appointment w/o him. i have never seen him that down before. N it was wrong of me to put the baby in the middle of problems between him N i. i can see he's really trying. not only for the baby but for our relationship. :)

in other news, we went to the hospital this past monday. i felt a gush of water in my pants N was like CRAP! so i told eric that we needed to go asap(he got really excited until i explained that it was still way too early then he got nervous lol) we get there N they put me on the monitors. they check to see if my water broke and luckily they haden't. i was so embarrassed! but the nurses were still stressing so i asked them if everything was ok? she said your having contractions every three minutes! i was like WTF?! really? i had no clue. so they give me an IV and give me a shot of terbutaline(sp?) to stop the contractions. after that i'm like cool. theyr gunna let me leave now. UH NO! they get my urine sample back from the lab N i have a UTI. WTF?!?! i thought that would hurt! or i would get some kind of symptom! so i went in thinking my water broke N come to find out im having regular contractions N i have a UTI(2 thing i thought would hurt but didnt) so we were in L&D from 8pm to 1am lol eric could have sworn that that was the night(luckily it wasnt) N he was SOOO nervous. he wouldn't leave my side at all! i felt sorry for another lady that came in. she was a week overdue and she looked so misurable. i felt even worse when they told her that she wasnt in labour N sent her home! poor girl!

my babyshower is still 4 weeks away so we still havent started buying anything for the baby yet :[ i still think that my sister is planning it way to late but w/e i guess. thats another issue that i don't even want to get into.....

well thats all for now folks......