10-11-2009 - 32 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: AHHHHHH!

Father time HURRY THE HELL UP!

i am 32 weeks today. i can't sleep comfortably and getting kicked in the ribs doesn't hurt, but it doesnt exactly feel good either! i decided to start cleaning my room today. OMG wut a project! i mean cleaning out my closet n taking out all the clothes that don't fit or i don't want. then i decided to clean out my drawers too. oh clothes....so many clothes. and junk! i spent all day in that room today. i wanted to be done by now but im not :( tomorrow eric is going to come over and move the furniture(again lol) i can't decide but i think i got it down this time. once the room is set up in a way that i like it i think i'll start putting the baby stuff out. the crib is up but i don't have the bedding in it. i don't know when im supposed to put up the swing and stuff like that so the crib will have to do for now. lol

ima be a fatass really quick....THANKSGIVING IS 2 WEEKS AWAY!!!! CAN YOU SAY FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! LOL im excited hahahahaha

i love my son! me and his daddy are big time music lovers! and apperently our lil guy is too. he always starts moving like crazy when music is on. me and eric have stereo systems in our cars and at first, i could feel the baby jump when the loud music came on but now he just starts kicking and moving all kinds! he likes the faster paced stuff lol! i can't wait to meet this kid!

i had a dream that i had him. it was crazy. i don't remember seeing my little mans face but i remember being soooooooo happy and looking at eric n he just kissed me! i can't believe that moment is creeping up on us! its just taking FOREVER! lol i don't know wut to expect but bring it on! :)

Kai, mommy and daddy love you sooooo much already and we don't even know you yet! we can't wait to see you and stare into your beautiful eyes. to hold you and keep you safe. and spoil the crap outta you! its been a long journey but the ride has yet to begin! we're counting down the days till your here. your one lucky kid! cuz wit how me and your daddy look, your gunna be one good lookin mofo! hahaha love you son!