01-12-2009 - 35 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: blank

ok 35 weeks now.. im so impatient! lol

its december tho N everyone thinks he'll make his appearance this month. we'll see. i've actually been feeling more comfortable than usual lately. aside from being tired, i still having random pains in my vajayjay, braxton hicks keep coming regularly N they are getting more intense but i can sleep comfortably, eat, breath, and walk! oh! and my back pain is gone! at this point i don't feel like this pregnancy is umcomfortable.

my babyshower is finally next sunday! im excited!! originally i was thinking 25 ppl but then Eric forgot to mention that he forgot to invite about 8 ppl. i say "about" because he doesnt even know how many ppl he's invited now. him not giving me an actual number pisses me off. i need to know so we can know how much food to have. oh and some ppl we invited are coming with more than one. the more the merrier, i just wish i knew how many ppl were coming! i want everyone to be able to eat. this is also the first time my mom and MIL will be meeting. they are both super nice but im still nervous.. another issue is that i want eric to be here N he wanted to invite his best friend. i said ok but he was talkin to her on the phone the other day N i can already tell that me N this girl are gunna have issues. she was sayin things like "i hope she don't start no drama or set trippin" with a little bitch ass attitude. ummm ok your coming to MY house for MY babyshower. who the fuck are you to be trying to regulate? please homegirl your gunna be in my territory with my ppl. but because she is Eric's bestfriend she is more than welcome here. i will try to get along with her. i have to explain what happened between me in this girl. a few months back Eric didnt have a cell phone so he would always give out my number which was no big deal. well she called one day N was like "is Eric there" i asked "who is this" N she had the nerve to smack her lips at me! WTF she called MY phone asking for MY man. i can ask who is calling my phone! but wutever he wasnt there with me so i gave her a number where she could reach him. supposably she told eric that i just had an attitude N she was gunna try to talk to me but thats bullshit. but wutever im over that. i just hope she doesnt try anything on sunday. thats MY babyshower N no one is gunna fuck it up. my big brother N sister are also gunna be here so i know it'll be a drama free day :) can't wait!

so now at 35 weeks im wondering when should i pack my bags for the hospital? or wash the babies clothes? i have no idea when im supposed to start lol