03-12-2009 - I WANT TO SMASH ON THE BITCH!

My mood while writing this blog: upset

as if the drama in my life isn't enough....

before i start allow me to say, i know what its like to have a relationship with a sister. i have an older sister and an older sister in law and we are all VERY close and we cherish our relationship.

ok. my mom is the oldest of four sisters. she is also the dominating figure for our WHOLE family. my mom has been through alot in her life and i admire her for everything she's done. she feels the need to help everyone in our family and tries to to the best of her abilities. well 2 of her 3 sisters are here in the states(the second to the oldest and the youngest) while one chose to stay in Panama.

well i have never got along with her youngest sister. well when she came from Panama 4 years ago, she moved in with my aunt. my aunt gave her a car, home, food, cell ect. and what did she do? this bitch stopped talking to my aunt, would just sit there and make food for herself then throw it away(like she was buying the food) lock herself in a room and she ran up the phone bill 4oo dollars and refused to pay. OH! and she would call my aunt a bitch and just be really abusive towards her. all while she was living under my aunts roof FREE! well my aunt kicked the bitches ass out and my mom took her in---GREAT!

like i said, me and this bitch do not get along. we do not talk at all. ok so to the point, today while getting more logs for the fireplace i heard her talking about me on her phone. i usually dont listen in on ppls conversations BUT i heard my name so i had to. she was saying how my son would've been better off had i aborted him. WTF is that. i was so pissed but i had to clam down. i wanted to smash on her just for talking about me and my son. i have a job. i go to school. im trying and im only 20! she's 40 fuckin years old, never has held a job and is mooching off my mom! who the fuck is she to be talking her shit? fuck her. that wasnt all though. no she went on to say that my mom, aunt, and cousin all turned their backs on her and how its so hard for her here. please. she doesnt lift a finger! ugh! and how she feels sad that my son has to be born into such an unhappy, uneducated, and godless family. wtf?!?! we are a very happy family! full of love for one another. the only unhappy one here is her. she is trippin. but for talking about my son i got PISSED. i wanted to take one of those logs and throw it in her windsheild. ahhh! and the worst part is i dont have the heart to tell my mom anything. she loves her sisters as i love mine and i would hate to hear something like this of my sisters. i know when i do tell my mom things about the bitch she does get hurt. so ive learned to stay quiet. at this point im over it. what was said was said. you cant choose your family but i will say this THAT BITCH WILL NEVER TOUCH MY SON. SHE CAN ROTT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE. SHE NEEDS TO STAY AS FAR AWAY FROM HIM AS POSSIBLE! IF HER CAR BREAKS DOWN, SHE BETTER NOT CALL ME! I WILL LAUGH! stupid bitch. i love my family and she is my moms youngest sister but she is NOTHING to me or my son. i wrote this more to calm myself down...