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05-4-2011 - Worried and Vent warrning

My mood while writing this blog:
nervos

Worried/Upset

First I want to say thank you for taking time to read this, and thank you for all the thoughts and prayers. I have my Cardiology appointment tomorrow on baby Gabriel's Heart and i am so nervos and scared. I have so many emotions going on right now. I just want some good news on him. I will love him NO matter what but I want him to be ok. I have listen to his heart beat every morning and night, his heart beat in NEVER below 150. He kicks and moves all the time and he even hickups. The doc said with him having the cleft lip that he wouldnot have the hickups because he can drink properly but guess what i feel him have them two the three times a day. When i eat a big meal or just drink something he gets them and even if i dont eat or drink he has them so that tells me that he is doing good. He is staying strong. The doc said that he would not make it to tomorrow but he has ALMOST hit a mile stole and i am so blessed that he has made it to this milestone. I know he will make it and be strong. I just am so worried. I know he is in the best hands i could ask for GOD'S!! He has keep him strong this long and I know he will for a while longer. I can tell you i watch for every lil movment from him. If he goes a hour and not move i check on him. Just please continue to pray for me and baby Gabriel. We could use them. I hope i can get throug the night and sleep and go for the two hour drive and hope for good news.

Now to the vent part of this blog:

I am on Facebook and i am apart of a group, and its for prayer, I was refered to this page or group from a friend of mine and was told to post my story and i did. Well the next day i had people send me messages saying "I dont understand why you want prayer for this because you are liying about this post," They was even saying that i was a spam person and i was getting people talking aobut me. Now let me say, Why in the world would i LIE about my innocent lil baby boy? I am not the kind of person to lie. This is MY baby and i know the truth. All i wanted was a prayer to be lifted up and i get told that im a lier. It really hurt me that people would take my prayer request and say that i was lieing about it. I would never i mean never lie about something that comes to my BABIE OR BABIES!!

I just want you all know that i really appricate your thoughts and prayers and kind words on my situation. I will update you all about tomorrow when i cant home and get on line. Thank you and hope you all are doing well. Thank you for taking time to read this. SOrry if i upset anyone. Thank you!!! Belly rubs to you all and congrats to the ones who have had their babies and Baby dust to you all TTCers!! XX

27 Comments on Worried and Vent warrning

Baby Bliss - Thursday, 7 Apr
im sorry im behind but please remember we know what you are going through and you are in our prayers. huggs

JensDone - Wednesday, 6 Apr
pleased let me know how the appointment went!! praying for youand Gabe !

Tashwith3 - Wednesday, 6 Apr
I hope you get some good news - stay strong :o)

NewMama14 - Wednesday, 6 Apr
Good luck with your appointment!!

andy21 - Wednesday, 6 Apr
That's horrible about the FB group. What a shame. You have our prayers and support! Good luck with your appointment- that is awesome you feel him movinh and hear his little heart!

kentsmommy - Wednesday, 6 Apr
Uh, I can't believe people would react that way!! Keep your head up and know that you have the IAP family praying for you all the time.

crazyfornumber3 - Wednesday, 6 Apr
oh geez that's terrible!! Sometimes FB sucks!!!! We're here for you! xx

gcmum - Wednesday, 6 Apr
Lots of prayers your way hun. Don't worry about that stupid Facebook group.. Not everyone in this world is nice and unfortunately sometimes we have to deal with such people.. At this time all you can do is just ignore them. Hope you get good news at your appointment tomorrow. Good luck.

EmmaNo1Wright - Wednesday, 6 Apr
As for the facebook thing, dont even give that a second thought - negativity breeds negativity and you simply dont need it . Just stay on here with woman that can understand what you most be going though xx

EmmaNo1Wright - Wednesday, 6 Apr
Sounds like your little boy is coming along great, doc can sometimes get it wrong You are in my thoughts for you today its 12.10pm (lunch) hope all goes well and you get the answers you need xxx

SkyeandNiallsMummy - Wednesday, 6 Apr
well thats 2 things the dr was wrong about then ur lil boy is strong and im sure he will prove himself all the way now just like niall did, dw wat others have said what is this group called i wanna have a look and i prey for u an ur lo coz i no how the fear is to be going throgh all of this hun, ur so strong and u have to be xx ur in my thoughts for ur app and im sure the fluid will have decresed or even gone, keep fighting baby gabriel xxx

hayley-france - Wednesday, 6 Apr
Some people are just spiteful and nasty. I can't believe you're getting called a liar because of that group. :( Just ignore them hun, they're not worth worrying about. Glad to hear little Gabriel is still doing well. Good luck at your appointment. xx

izziebo - Wednesday, 6 Apr
What a horrid bunch of people saying that. What's the group ill join and put them straight. Gar so.nasty. you have lots of prayers coming from.here hun try not to worry xxxx

LadyJade - Wednesday, 6 Apr
Dont even worry about that facebook site or the people on it, they dont sound like good practicing Christians to me so ignore it hun. All that matters is your boy, dont let them upset you. I really hope you get some good news today!! I look forward to the update xxxxxxx

proudmommyof3♥ - Tuesday, 5 Apr
Continued prayer for you hun! Big hug!!!

roosa - Tuesday, 5 Apr
Sending lots and lots of prayers your way - for good news tomorrow and that in general little Gabriel will be just fine and for peace and strength for you. Love, Karin

Tryingfor1More - Tuesday, 5 Apr
I'm still praying for you. Don't let the facebook group get you down. Ultimately it comes down to the fact that you know God's in control and you just rest in Him and trust Him. Hang in there!

mrsjmickens1 - Tuesday, 5 Apr
lol. what kind of prayer group is that! just delete yourself off it. obviously not very a very good one to question you. good luck tomorrow.

kellyg - Tuesday, 5 Apr
Good luck with tm's appt. That's crazy about the fb thing!

katiea - Tuesday, 5 Apr
good luck for his cardio app! will be thinking of you. he is def strong already making ti further than dr's expected. only 2-3wks til viability hun, he can make it, stay strong xx as for the other women from the prayer group..dont worry about them, you have all of us praying for you and gabriel. keep your chin up, you are being an amazing mommy!! xx

Baby-Fever - Tuesday, 5 Apr
You have all of us praying for you! I recently had stress that came from a negative person as well and the only thing you can do is move on because they seem to "need" to be negative. You will be stronger for it!

xolilangel785 - Tuesday, 5 Apr
I hope everything turns out good for baby Gabriel. Just remember that some people have negative thoughts and you can't let them get you down. Those people don't matter.. just keep yourself surrounded by positive people and positive thoughts and things will turn out the way God wants them to. I wish you the best of luck! Please keep us updated!

kimkayb - Tuesday, 5 Apr
Been thinking of you. Thank you for giving us an update. Gabriel sounds like he is a strong little guy that wants to prove those doctors wrong. As for the facebook thing. There are a few people on IAP that do make up stories & such, so because of them, they aren't believing you. Trust in yourself, you know what you are living & going thru. Thinking of you and your appt tomorrow. (((big hugs)))

lil.pigz - Tuesday, 5 Apr
Not a day has gone by that I haven't though about you and Gabriel. I pray that Gabriel has the strength to hold on and he has shown to be a fighter, where my baby girl had let go for reasons unknown to us right now.The whole situation for any of us is so heartwrenching, but in the end, no matter the outcome, we will see their little smiling faces and warm embrace one day♥ I am praying for the best news and that all will be OK with you and famiy.

mamaofangels - Tuesday, 5 Apr
Prayers with u! Tomorrow will turn out just fine...positive thoughts/vibes headed your way!!!!

sunflower-j - Tuesday, 5 Apr
We know the truth and if some people who think they are so special think that you are lying... Well tell them to go take a flying leap. You abd your bub and family have enough to deal with. You all are in my prayers and I hope there is some good news tomorow. Please let us know. You are a very strong woman and have an awsome support network around you. My love hugs and prayers go out to you and your family xoxoxo

britt2 - Tuesday, 5 Apr
hopes and prayers your way girl!! sorry to hear about the facebook thing and HIGH hopes and prayers for your cardio test!! we were told with my first that our son had an ecogentic focus which is sign of down syndrom.luckily everything came back great second look...how and when did they see this heart probl. and when and how did you find out about the clef liP??

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