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06-8-2009 - Birth and funeral

My mood while writing this blog: tearful

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Its hard to write so I am going to try to keep this short

Fri July 24 NST 35 wks both heart rates perfect
Tues July 28 last u/s Baby b had no heart beat
Delivered Addison Lynn 6lbs 7oz 18 1/2 inches at 1:15pm
Aubrielle Marie was 6lbs 3oz 19 1/2 inches....cause of death...I developed a blood clot in my placenta which cut off the blood supply to Baby B Aubrielle's sac and pushed all to Baby A Addison's sac. Cause of clot, may find out tmrw but possibly from immobility or least likely 5ths disease or we may never know.
I held her and had pictures taken of her on July 28, she was so swollen from being upside dwn in me w/out blood supply.
It was the hardest thing I have ever had to go through in my life.........welcome one and say good bye to another child.
We were released from the hospital Sat. Aug. 1 together we went home...again so hard to bring one home to a nursey and home made for two.
We buried my precious Aubrielle Marie Monday Aug. 3, my husband/my Rock and my precious Baby girl Addison got me through helped me get through the thoughest day of my life!
We now have our own little angel watching over us now and we will meet again!

Please pray for us!

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6 Comments on Birth and funeral


Keenan N Gracyns Momma - Saturday, 8 Aug
Wow.I am so so sorry you had to go through that, NO mommy should ever have to go through ANYTHING like that. you guys are in my prayers. Hang in there!

mommy2beagain - Thursday, 6 Aug
I'm so sorry to hear that! I know it's the hardest thing in the world to find out that your baby has no heartbeat and that you have to deliver a baby that you are not able to take home. (It happened to me last year to a blood clot in the placenta also!!) As hard as it is... stay strong and know that she is in a BETTER place now (even though that better place is with her mom, dad & sister).

mmyof3angels - Thursday, 6 Aug
Omg...I am filled with tears and emotions and I cant explain, I am so absolutely sorry that you have had to go through this, I know it is a very hard thing to go through. I lost my daughter at 36 weeks due to blood clotting. It was by far the hardest thing I have ever experienced other than losing my sons. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful little girl but know that she is in heaven and is always watching over you and your family and her sister. I am praying for you and your family and send extreme love and higs your way! xoxo

millycallum - Thursday, 6 Aug
im sorry for your loss. my baby boy elijah passed away 10 months ago aged 3 hours so i know what your going through its a living nightmare! all my love melissa x

fiona101 - Thursday, 6 Aug
oh , god this broke my heart :( , she will be looking over you . your in my thoughts x

DiandClover - Thursday, 6 Aug
I am so, so sorry to hear that Aubrielle Marie was born sleeping. She will always be your guardian angel - there especially to watch out for her sister Addison. I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. Welcome sweet Addison and Rest in Peace sweet Aubrielle.