05-8-2009 - scared to death!!

My mood while writing this blog: scared

well today is the big day my first OB apointment and i am scared to death. when i went to the ER last tueday and had an ultrasound and the ultrasound teck left me with the impression that there was no baby in there only a gstational sac??? then the doctor came into my room and said th teck report said i was 6 weeks 6 days and my hCG levels where 71,000 somthing perfect for how far along i was. i asked her well was there a baby in there and she said there was a positive inuterin pregnancy. i told her that did answer my question and she said she was going by the repost and it said i had a positive inuterin pregnancy and walked out. i have been walking around all weeks wondering if i have baby in there!! i am so scared that today they will conferm my fears i will be so crushed and upset we wanted this baby so much. i have all the pregnancy symptoms still BAD morning sickness that is starting to let up alittle. very sore and swollen BB, tied, consitipatd, moody just to name few. i just want 1:30 to come already to get this apointment done and over with. :(