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|22-9-2008 - he left me.
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im pretty numb as of right now. i had a great weekend with colby..i actually surprised him with tickets to the titans football game (they were box seats) so it was REALLY fun! i had a blast & it seemed like he did too. we didn't argue at all..all weekend..anyways..today i was at work & he started texting me about how stressed he is on money i told him that we got in debt over a long period of time so it would take a long period of time to get out..that just pissed him off more. i went to lunch & figured id call him just to hear his voice. he told me how bad his day sucked & i told him to think of me & braxxy (our son) i told him i loved him..however..he said nothing back to me. he just hung up. i brushed it off because i figured he was just having a really bad day so i called my mom..i then received a text message saying "if you were on your own could you afford all your bills without me?" of course i cant!! what a stupid question, but i didnt say that. i just said no hun..why? he said i am going to leave..then he said (and i QUOTE) "i just want my money 2 myself and not pay that much 4 rent bc thats almost half what i make and im not happy with you anymore." needless to say i am really shocked..i am pretty hurt. i am doing everything i can to fight back these tears because i am at work..(yeah he does this to me while im at WORK) i know this is best because he treats me so bad he does me wrong all the time & is constantly lying but it still hurts you know? ive done everything for colby..i have given him a lot of $$ i stayed with him while he went to rehab i supported every decision hes ever made. & now he has just left..i could use a fuckin friend right now u know? i have no one..wow..that really sucks..i now have nothing to look forward to when i get off..just going home..alone..all of my friends have left my side now that i am pregnant. XOXO please help
16 Comments on he left me.Baby1one
- Tuesday, 11 Nov OMG what a dick! He reminds me of my babies Daddy. Ugh. It's better to go it alone then with someone that does not respect you and in turn will not respect a child that is part of you and him.
Some boys! There are men out there and even though they are few and far between they do not just chase skirt and want stability and all good things family! I have faith - you should as well!
I am here for you - albeit farther away and doing it alone as well hon! mommy2be9911
- Wednesday, 24 Sep WOW sweetie, I'm so sorry to hear that! That's so heartbreaking to hear. I can understand how you feel, the father of my child finally admitted last weekend that he led me on the last few years and never wanted to be with me and I think it's the worst feeling in the world to be carrying someone's child who doesn't want you. As mean as he sounds I really hope that it's just stress and he will realize that he's handling it the wrong way because it's not you. I really really hope you will find the strength to not let him come back and find a way to be a mom on your own. That way he won't be able to hurt you anymore. If you ever want to talk I'm here, I don't have a lot of friends to talk to either so it would be nice to talk to someone in a similar situation. Take care hun! mila.blatova
- Tuesday, 23 Sep omg. thats horrible! what the hell!!!? maybe you are better off w/o him. wow your pregnant and he just leaves?? well babe you obviously deserve better. you deff need some support ppl sweetie. be strong. im always here for you to talk to!! dont stress! i caught my man talkin to some skank right b4 i had my baby...it turned out to be nothing & he didnt like her like that but it really hurt me & i ended up getting pretty depressed after i delivered. seriously dont stress. you really dont need it. im sorry hunni i kno this hurts. i would feel the same way. but im here for you!!
- Tuesday, 23 Sep u are so beautifulllllll and dont need this bs while u r pregnant it really suxz ur going thru this crap specailly in a tyme in ur lyfe thats supposed to be so happy..my heart goes out to you....here is my msn firstname.lastname@example.org if you ever wanna talk jus link me......sry that ur going thru this..love brit xoxoxoxo April-W
- Tuesday, 23 Sep he sounds awful and you are better off with outhim - chin up girlie - you know where I am if you need me xxx montanamamaof3
- Tuesday, 23 Sep Reading your blog made me relive my life 11 years ago. I am crying here at work thinking of you and what you're going through. I had no one either. I was 20 weeks pregnant too when we split. Weird. You don't deserve to be abused. Have your son, and love him. Another man will want you and want to be a dad to your son. There are programs to help with daycare expenses, etc that are not welfare, just a help. If you are having a hard time-I am here to talk! Do you live in Montana? AnGeLaZBaByBoY
- Tuesday, 23 Sep I just read this blog that he left you - and then went back and read your blog "I'm so Mad" and have to say that if thats the way he treated you - then you are definately better off without him - you will be fine - do you have family? Stay strong - and you will be fine! If you ever want to talk - I'm pregnant and going to be raising the baby alone too - so I'll know how you are feeling! Try not to stress yourself and stay calm for the baby - he is the man in your life now - so take care of him - and of yourself!!! mommydearest09
- Tuesday, 23 Sep I feel soo bad for you. What a jerk!!! If he's going to act like that, then your waaaaayyyyy better off w/out him. You need to stay strong and pray for help and for the power to keep you and your baby healthy. A guy that can just turn his back on his pregnant girlfriend like that is a piece of trash....stay strong! priddy-mama
- Tuesday, 23 Sep I'm so sorry this has happened to you!! He sounds very selfish and you don't need someone like that around you right now! Just know that you do have people to talk to if you need to vent! We are all here! Hang in there and be strong! -newnaam
- Tuesday, 23 Sep He is extremely selfish.
I am so sorry this has happened to you. :/
- Tuesday, 23 Sep omg hun hope ur ok hang in there im on my own 2 and if you ever wanna talk im here. be strong xxxx LuvinBrayden
- Monday, 22 Sep damn girl....whatta freakin JERK!
you have to just try and keep your mind off everything.. i wish we lived closer :( im so sorry hun!!!!! it will take time but you will be ok...and plus who knows how PERMANENT this really is...this could just be a really bad time for him...you just never know,he could be over it tonight!! so just try and cheer up for now and just kinda see what happens! HUGS!!!!!!! nena70211
- Monday, 22 Sep I know how hard it is when you hear the person that's supposed to be there for you say those words, especially after you have been there for them and supported them in all they needed, but the reality is that he is being very selfish and only thinking about himself. Take care of yourself, try not to get stress out(i know it's easier said than done), and you do have friends, if you need someone to talk or vent, just sent me a message. Be very strong and take care. JadesHotMom
- Monday, 22 Sep Kill him! Like now! cut him!
Ughhhh wat an asshole!! Don't Accept him back when he comes crawling back. It'll be ok. Ur better of without him. With time. marinewife8412
- Monday, 22 Sep I just came across your profile and read this blog. All I can say is that I'm very very sorry. Maybe it's not even the whole "money" thing but he's also afraid of the financials that come with having a baby and he's scared so he made up the whole "rent story." You just need to stay strong for yourself and the little prince you have growing inside of you. From the blog it seems that you have a good relationship with your mom so i'm sure she will support you in anyway you need. Again, Im very sorry and hopefully he will grow up so that he can be a positive rolemodel in your little one's life. britney8328
- Monday, 22 Sep oh no dear... thats horribly mean of him!! im so sorry you have to go through thisi can imagin how painful that probably is ! Ihope you do ok and be strong, if he is that selfish about "HIS" money then he doesnt deserve a good gf and precious baby! I cant believe it was over text either, how pathetic he is, I hope you can just keep your head up and think positive, things will get better with time. I know it hurts right now but please dont stress or worry about things!! If you need to talk or anything you can always talk to me, i know how friends can ditch you and you can feel so alone! BE STRONG !!