29-8-2011 - 37 weeks 2 days

My mood while writing this blog: very anxious!!!!

Ok call me a whiney, hormonal pregnant lady but seriously I CANT WAIT TO MEET MY DAUGHTER!!!! Every day is dragging on and on and so many things run through my mind! Ive been having signs that labor will soon come but it cant come fast enough! Ive been contracting. sometimes its regularly and other times its irregular. Ive been checked and i am progressing last check i was 2 1/2 cm dialated and 70% effaced. I lost my mucus plug, ive been having bloody show ever since but when are the real contractions going to come??

My friends keep asking stupid questions like what day are you going to have her? Um if i knew i would definately share the details dontcha think...LOL or they ask did you have her yet? DO YOU SEE MY HUGE ROUND BELLY? The answer is NO!! lol people just are retarded sometimes. I mean i am soooo thankful to be given another chance at mother hood but looking at her empty baby stuff is making me CRAZY!!!!

I may seem crazy for wanting to be in horrible pain but im in pain as it is! i cant sleep at night, my hips hurt like a mother and these contractions are annoying! especially the ones that hurt and make you think, Yep this is the real thing!!! Only to realize that they went away. I know im not due yet but she is full term now and I REALLY WANNA MEET YOU BABY LILLY!!

Ugh, anyways ill stop b*tchin but you can come out and play anytime now baby girl!! Daddy may not be ready but his opinion doesnt count =D

anyways if you read this thanks lol it was more to jog my memory later on the time when i wished she would be here and im having a bad night because she wont stop crying and ill wish i was still pregnant..lol Us women will always want what we cant have. =)