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|16-8-2010 - Moving on
||My mood while writing this blog:|
After my d&c i had an allergic reaction to the anesthesia which left me in some intense pain. I ended up back in the hospital found my self being shot up with morphine, valume and some other stuff. It was really scary and it took me till yesterday to start feeling normal. It was quite the experience. Some thing i hope i never have to endure again. Im finding my self sitting here waiting for my period to come so i can try again. My husband was all for it when i was going through the miscarriage process but now that its over he doesnt want to try again. Its not fair to me.but im gonna try to convince him otherwise. As for "Angel" my miscarried baby. I was so devistated but now i think i am at peace with it. I have happy memories of its heart beating and i will cherish those memories forever. but ive only shed tears once in the last 3 days so i think im doing very well concidering the situation. well thats all for now. Hopefully real soon i will have a healthy peanut growing inside of me. =)
2 Comments on Moving onNeeni86
- Tuesday, 17 Aug Wow girl, you have really gone through a lot in such a short period of time. I admire you though for trying to be strong and moving on. This is probably a lot for your hubby to take in as well and he is probably going through some personal emotions as well. I believe if you give him time to get over it that he will be willing to try again. Good luck to you mross and God bless you and your family. --Neeni86 Savvy
- Tuesday, 17 Aug Gosh, what an experience. I can releate somewhat to ur feelings. I am not sure I want to try again. Lets see in a couple of months. Take care and all the best going forward. For me, i was crying alot and was depressed. Since I came out to work yesterday, i am a bit better, as i am busy again. God blessings to u and ur family. ....Savvy.