14-4-2008 - Feb 11, 2008

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Monday, 11 Feb

Hey there, I have been throwing up my stomach. Yesterday was probably the worst day yet. My stomach was killing me and I could hardly get out of bed past 3 pm. I haven `t made dinner for my family in 2 weeks. I feel like I am failing as a wife and mother, My husband has been making our lunches and dinners. When he comes home from work I am already in bed. I am trying really hard to try and go to the gym with him today after work. (He used to be a personal trainer and loves the gym- I try to go with him as much as I can) He hasnt gone in 2 weeks, and he starts to get down going without any physical activity... My first doc appt is Feb 21st.- I am going to call today and request an ultrasound... I am convinced this has to be multiples. At 3 wks and 4 days my HCG level was 22,000- Thats so high! Plus I hear that multiples run on my mothers side (my sis had a twin) my maternal aunt had twins.... Well if it is twins I get to be a SAHM!! YAY!!! I would absolutely love to stay home and be with my kids. .. Well back to work (unfortunately) Bye ladies!