20-2-2009 - update

My mood while writing this blog: calm

Since i had to cut the last blog short i thought i would try to quickly add some updates. timothy is doing just fantastic. he weighed 10 pounds 9 ounces yesterday. getting to be such a big boy. he is still on the strict has to eat every 3-4 hours...so i am still not getting to sleep through the night, but its ok. he usually goes right back to sleep. he smiles and giggles. he can sit up with help, and is able to roll over. only back to tummy. after he gets to tummy he just gets mad. he isnt really a fussy baby so i am so thankful. he likes to talk to people and is currently favoring anyone but me and daddy. i think he is tired of us lol.

i have spoken to the doctor again about my cervical issues. they are going to do some more testing after my LEEP procedure because apparently while having the c section the doctor noticed some masses on my ovaries. at first they just thought they were cysts but now are thinking maybe we should check into them because you can actually feel the lump when you push on my abdomen. after everything, i am going to go with the hysterectomy if needed. i am pretty sure we are done having kids, mostly out of fear. and i have to make sure i am going to be around for my son. hopefully we can get it taken care of without major surgery but i am preparing myself just in case. i do think im too young. at 24 you dont really want to start menopause because they had to take your stuff but again as long as im here for my son i am ok with it.