14-4-2008 - 3-5-08

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

3-5-08

I'm going on 4-6 hours of sleep every day and night. My baby is doing jumping jacks every night! I try to be nice to people but they all irritate me! My baby shower is next weekend and it is finally on track. I am excited that my four friends are flying with me! We are going to have a great time and my family is looking forward to seeing my big butt. My husband is not acting the best. At times I feel unloved, but I know its the hormones.... Im in my 8th month and still feel good.

OMG! I am so tired of ready about people loosing their mucus plug. This is like a hot topic for weeks 31- 40.... I guess it really scares me becasue I would freek out if I saw it in the toilet or whatever. I did not loose my plug with my son and the thought of it now makes me sick to my stomach. Sorry if Im being rude or mean, but this was something I needed to say. Also many women are wondering if they are going to have the baby soon...Well unless your doctor has said that the baby is fully developed or is in danger than be patient. We all want to see the little one that is inside us, but it is important to let them fully develop. I will be 8 month officially on Friday but I know that I need to keep Jada inside until my 37th week. I do worry about going into pre-term labor, as things are getting a little crazy for me. Nevertheless I would be heart broken if she was a premie due to my stress level which is going through the roof right now! I pray that God will give me the strength I need to make it through this pregnacy safely.....I feel much better.