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| 15-12-2009 - my thoughts on being a mom to a girl |
My mood while writing this blog: petrified! |
so today i found out im having a girl. while i am excited i am also scared. i was a terrible teenager from 12-17 and tortured my parents and everyone around me. i lied cheated and stole cars.fought everyone that looked my direction a way i didnt like.did drugs. dated older men.just about anything you can think of....i did it.... my mom says this is what i deserve....lol. so im trying to find a mental way to block out the inpending years and think only of the present. my poor boyfriend jamie is going through the same thing (even tho he did want a girl in the first place) he hasnt always been a model citizen nor treated women with respect most of his life. hell it took him 37 years to cdecide to settle down. o lord what have we got ourselves into!!!!
2 Comments on my thoughts on being a mom to a girlLKDream -
Thursday, 17 Dec So glad to know I was not the only rebellion......hehehe! All our moms survived somehow. Sure you will survive too. Just the though of it scares me too. I'm sure you will be the best parents to ya little girl. Good luck JustTha5ofUs -
Wednesday, 16 Dec yup thats how i was too, and thats how i felt, i had a girl first and now two boys. girl i did everything you said except for steal cars, but i have drug felonies and some other things affiliated with that. my husband was an abuser b4 i came along, and i was a stripper for 5 years. and i was acrually raised RIGHT lmao. but times have changed, and im almost ready for my lil girl to have a period, and i wouldnt want it any other way. theres nothing like a little you runnin around lol :)