01-1-2010 - new years

My mood while writing this blog: content

well my new years eve was great. i took the night off so i could spend out first new years eve together. (last year we were dating but i was in fl) i slept pretty much all day n then came out in the livingroom n watched "yesman" with my bae. then he got a call from his friend askin us if we wanted to come over n play cards with him n his girlfriend. so we got dressed n headed over there with some drinks n a bottle of champagne. we played spades for a couple hours till midnight. at midnight i realized this was the first time in YEARS that i had someone to kiss.( usually i went out with my brother n im not the kissin strangers type..lol). even my belly got a bunch of kisses. i got a shot of champagne mixed in my juice...which made my belly sick.... jamie called his 2 sons n his mom n brothers called to wish us happy new year. n i texted my mom who was sleeping. everyone was happy n hopeful for the new year. we all went back to playing cards for a couple hours. well as soon as the last drop of liquor was gone our friends turned ugly on one another. granted everytme we go over there at the end of the night they go at it.......but tonite was real ugly. full of accussations and name calling. she started crying and said she was terribly embarassed which she never does. me n jamie decided we were calling it a night and left them to fight which they always have done. (one time she bit off the tip of his finger!!!) n hoped for the best. we went home n settled in on the couch n i checked all our new messages on facebook n myspace n we read them n laughed because most of them were from his youngest son provoking the oldest son. we discussed how his son's mom wrote his siter a letter from prison and said she was seeking fulll custody when she got out....lol yeah right!!!! n i showed him how his son pput him as his hero on his myspace page. n he started to mist up. we talked about us n our relationship n how 2009 was the best year of our lives and 2010 would be even better. then we decided it was time to call it a night.....we went in the bed n snuggled up like we do every morning when i get off work. jamie turned over n wanted me to ay my belly on his back n get closer which i am always happy to do. then he said.....bae? we dont gotta have sex tonight cause its a holiday right??? lololololol....i laughed n said no! but you made us seem very old! n he said good cause im too in love with you tonight n just wanna lay here. so we watch the cosby show until we fell asleep. i love my man. i love my life. of al the things ive done bad in my life....i know there is at least 1 thing ive done right to deserve what i have now.

ps we called our friends in the morning to see if anyone got busted up or arrested....neither of them remebered a thing.