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mrsjmickens1 has 106 days to go and is now in week 24
	Age: 29 Country: usa Province/region: connecticut City: middletown Partner: jamie Children: Yes, 3 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 02 Jun ,2012 Occupation: pediatric nurse
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01-3-2010 - so disturbed

My mood while writing this blog:
bein a cry baby

i know it is petty to feel this way but this last month of pregnancy has really taken its toll on me physically and mentally....it is so disturbing to look at my poor body. my fingers cant bend all the way and none of my rings fit. my legs have doubled in size :( my poor feet look like potato puffs n matter how long i elevate them. today i noticed my face is really starting to fatten up too. its so depressing. i feel awkward and unattractive. im a crybaby mess. the things my man used to say to me just to mess with me now make me bawl.....he's not allowed to watch those damn infomercials anymore(you know the ones with the girls in spandex!) i can deal with the stretch marks and i know all this water is temporary but i just wanna curl up in a ball n wait till i pop this baby out so i can reclaim my body and my mind. i cant say i necessarily have enjoyed pregnancy. i will enjoy the end result which is my baby but feeling like this makes me debate wether i wanna do this more than 1 more time.

7 Comments on so disturbed

mrsjmickens1 - Friday, 4 Feb
lol...im rereading this a year later....i was in labor when i wrote this and didnt know it.!!! my daughter was born the next day emergency c-sect

babyloveg - Monday, 1 Mar
i've never been as far as you in a pregnancy before, but i know i'll probably be in your shoes. i know it's hard to see your body looking like that but just try to remember that it's all worth it because you will have a gorgeous little one in exchange!! keep smiling because baby's coming soon!

5thbabyd - Monday, 1 Mar
Sweetie, I feel the same way. But try and stay strong for a little bit longer. Its almost over. Just remember the result at the end. You will have a beautiful baby in your arms. It will get better.

JustTha5ofUs - Monday, 1 Mar
i think we all went through this pregnancy blues crap, youll be fine, try to focus on the good things, like how youve blossomed ONLY because of your man!!! you couldnt have done it alone. my man used to call me fat, just playing, but i was still hurt, and i never lost all my baby weight, hell i had 3 over a 10 year period, and im still struggling with body issues, but just know, your just a few steps away from heaven, and then youll be trying to remember all those days because for some reason some days become a big blur after baby i think you look amazing!!! youre almost done!!!

Ana [plus] 3 - Monday, 1 Mar
aww! try and keep your chin up, love, you're almost donee! your little one will be more than worth every pound and second of pain when they finally arrive!

LKDream - Monday, 1 Mar
Poory you, your time is almost finish. Go spoil yourself and do/get things that make you feel pretty. Get your hubby to tickle/rub your back for 10 min while those commercials are on.....hehehe. Good luck dear.

bella124 - Monday, 1 Mar
I'm sooooo sorry. I know how you feel. Try spending a day out pampering yourself. Get nails and hair done, something. Your almost done!!

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