14-4-2009 - Update

My mood while writing this blog: Busy

Well I have not a menstrual cycle since February despite the prenatals, Metformin, and Provera. I went back to Dr. on Monday to see what's up. She said that she felt bad because everything we have tried isn't working. She also said it's a catch 22 b/c PCOS prevents me from having a period and being fertile, but usually what works with PCOS to get a period is birth control (especially when the other things we tried didn't work). So she has set me up with a fertility doctor to talk to and she is going to allow me to weigh my options and let her know what I want to do. I see him on Friday. (If anyone on here has gone to a fertility doctor in Boardman behind Goldstein furniture on Tippecanoe, please message me so can get a feel of your experience with him). I really don't know what I want to do. I am just going to pray and fast about it and let the Lord lead me when I get the consultation. Not sure hubby's position b/c he generally tries to avoid it b/c of the disappointment of it all. He will talk when he is ready. My faith will continue in God and I am standing on his word that " He grants the barren woman a home, Like a joyful mother of children. Praise the LORD! " Psalm 113:9. She did give a sample pack of bc for one month so I can have a period, too.

Pray the Lord bless all of us according to His riches in glory, and grants the peace and serenity to go through the process of receiving them. Congrats to those who are prego or have had their babies. Keep on pressing and don't give up to those who are still ttc.