14-5-2009 - The Turning

My mood while writing this blog: Happy

Well my husband and I decided not to do the fertility treatment for right now. I have stopped all medicines besides the metformin (I am going to finish up what I have then that's it) and the prenatals. I know my God is a healer and I am just trusting him to completely heal me and make my womb fruitful. As a matter of fact I speak it everyday that I am healed and have a fruitful womb. I believe when God says it is the right time I will have a baby. Until then I am just going to keep my faith in him and start preparing and saving.

He has already turned our financial situation around. My husband was blessed with a federally funded job that pays $12/hr and he works a lot of overtime (especially right now as they are getting things ready for the summer). I also may be becoming the manager at my job if the current manager gets this job she applied for that pays more. I really hope she gets it (not just for myself) but because she already works two jobs to support her fam and if she got this job she wouldn't have to. My grandfather is doing a lot better. We thought we were going to lose him there for a second, but that is the hardest fighting man I know. He is 92 and has gone to hospital over and over, almost to the brink of death, but always gets better and comes out.

I am just in awe and thankful for how God is moving around me. I pray all those that are ttc keep up the faith and don't lose hope, those that are ready to pop have a wonderful, safe, and healthy birth, and congratulate those that have new bundles of joy. Until next time ttys