04-3-2009 - terrified

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Yesterday I found out around 10am that my husband lost his job due to budget cuts. I tried to stay strong for him but when I got off the phone with him I bawled! When we both got home from work around 6pm we started talking things through and I started cramping slightly. When I went to the bathroom and wiped there was some pink. It changed to a little pinkinsh-red as the night went on but eventually both symptoms stopped around 10pm and haven't been back since. I am going to the doctor today to get everything checked out but nothing like this happened when I was pregnant before (no spotting or cramps ever) and I just feel like things will not be good. I know so many of you have gone through this so you would understand-it's terrible! I can't stop crying and assuming the worse! I just kept thinking that week 11 was so close to the "safer" mark...I am trying to lay low and not stress but as you can imagine, Andy and I are beyond stressed about both situations! I will keep you all posted and thanks for letting me vent! When it rains, it pours....

Update:

It was confirmed, we lost the baby. I go in for a D&C tomorrow morning. Thnaks for your kind words and support! Wishing you all love and blessings and happy, healthy pregnancies!