08-6-2009 - Adoption

My mood while writing this blog: Sad

If things keep going on as they are I'm thinking about putting tha baby up for adoption.

I'm 20 years old with no money and a questionable temper. I know a family personally who is looking for ababy to adopt and who have offered to be my adoption family if I so choose. The woman has been a person I can run too and depend upon for quite a while. They have a five year old little booy and I know my child will be happy and well cared for in that living enviroment.

With me as a parent, I can't be so sure. I want the best for my child but the way things are looking, my boyfriend and I aren't going to be lasting very long.

I know he's going to try to fight for custody of the baby but I'm not really worried abouty that. If I gave it up for adoption then it's to bad. Quite frankly I wonder what kind of parent he would be as well. He has a bad temper and while he is very good with children..... I'd rather my baby be in a totally differant household.

Its so sad though.