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| 29-8-2009 - Bad News |
My mood while writing this blog: scared..... |
I got a phone call yesterday from my ob concerning my quad screening. I apparently have a hig amount of some fetal protien that means Veda might have Down Syndrome. All I could do was cry all yesterday. Ive done voulenteer work for a few years with kids with Downs but......this is differant...this is MY littl girl. My beautiful little girl......All I wanted for her was a happy healthy life.....and now thats jepordized......I'm going to get an amino and hopefully that will tell us that our little girl is ok. We would keep her and love her no matter what...but who wants that sort of life for their child. I have neither the money or the resources to take care of her if she is Downs.....I'm just really scared. Here we are trying to move to Tampa and BAM! we get a bomb about our baby...If the Amino comes back positive then we'll have to stay in Miami which we can not afford and...I just feel like everyday is wieghig down on my spirit....Keeping my head up is getng a little harde everyday......worrying about bills is one thing.....worrying about the health of your little girl and what kind of life is available to her.....something totally differant.
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