25-5-2008 - 25th may 2008

My mood while writing this blog: sad

well its been a hard few days, friday i lost my gran who i was very close too, she finally lost her will to live, i miss her loads and cant stop crying im sure it will get easier as time goes by, im just so sad she will never meet her new great grand child, it was Harvie's 6th bithday the day after she passed away so have been trying to hold it together as much as i can, having his birthday saturday and his party sunday has given me something to keep my mind busy, im sure it will really affect me when i go to her house to clear it out, then the funeral.

Baby has been making its presence noticed, have had alot of movement and beginning to get stronger, and i swear its been using my bladder as a trampoline hehe.