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17-5-2008 - May 16, 2008

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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This week has been weird i mean up and down. With mother's day passing by and not being a mom well it has been very hard week. I am a "big girl" and i got married last year 7/7/07 and i had stopped taking my BC pills last June cause we wanted to get pg right away. Both my husband and I love kids and we are great with everyone elses kids lol so we want our own. Well i was very excited that three months past by and no "red ridding hood" (monthly) so we that wow that's it we are having a baby and went to the doctor and to our surprise i wasn't ****tears.... Well they did some tests and blood work and was told this past January i have PCOS and that even if i tried to get pg it wasn't going to happen and it hasn't. Our docotr told us that if i lose some it could help but more lucky i would need fertilty treatment/medication to get pg (talk about a huge disappointment huh)...well to make it shorter our first year of marriage has been great but very hard at the same time if that make sense, to top it off the doctor told us that it very expensive to get the treatments and worst thing our insurance covers everything but the fertilty treatment/medication ;( i was crushed beyound imagination i mean to be told that you couldn't been a mom and that's something you always dreamed off being one day and i can't. Lucky my husband is great he has been my biggest support system!!!! i'm not even sure how much it cost to get the treatments or even i can affored them but i hope that one day i can be told that i'm pg to me that would be like winning the lottery LOL.....i am thankful my co-worker told me about this website it has been the best thing ever and everyones story has helped and makes me feel better to know i'm not alone and that i have others that can relate to me or the other way around thank you so much and i wish every one luck and much baby dust*****

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