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15-8-2009 - feeling alone!!

My mood while writing this blog: a little low,

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i maybe just feeling sorry for my self and wanting to talk, i am sat watching my baby jumping and rolling around and i am kinda sad that i have no one to watch with me and feel or share my feelings with rite now, i feel so lonley and its getting hard carryin on as normal with the other kids and i feel tired and alone and some days terrible ill infact, when i am sick i have to just get on with it and when i am in pain i have to smile and just go along and even if i am aching from head to foot i have to just find it inside to get on with daily life,

i have no one to take the pressure off or say take it easy or even just come cook one meal or make me a cuppa tea, i wonder if and how i will cope when baby no 4 comes along i will be stuck here on my own tryin to carry on as normal

i may just be worryin and i know i will cope because i have to i am just so tired rite now, i want to rest but my boys are here wanting to play and do things and i have no energy left inside me,

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3 Comments on feeling alone!!


silentdance - Sunday, 16 Aug
I know exactly how you feel. It's hard enough to be single & pregnant, I can't imagine having three other children to take care of. Do you have any family nearby that could give you a little break from the kids? Or maybe you could get a sitter for one afternoon/evening & go get yourself a nice prenatal massage or treat yourself to a funny movie. Too bad you're all the way in Leeds; if we were closer we could go for (decaf) coffee or tea.
I definitely feel your pain, girl. This is a beautiful, special experience & you deserve someone to share it with. It really sucks. But it will get better...I know it will. We just have to keep believing in ourselves & make sure we treat ourselves the way we deserve to be treated.

jazznshan - Saturday, 15 Aug
oh i notice your due date is nov 12, my oldest daughter birthday is nov 13

jazznshan - Saturday, 15 Aug
you feel like this today, but that feeling won't last, you will feel better before you know it.