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| 10-9-2008 - 38 Week OB Visit |
My mood while writing this blog: Depressed |
So I am depressed right now. Aside from a sinus infection and now a
massive molar tooth ache I am still pregnant. I know I should be happy
after having a preemie but I am miserable. Last week I was told I am
2cm and 50% effaced. Last night I had alot of tightening in my lower
pelvic area and some contractions. Of course they stopped when I went
to bed but I was so optimistic that something was done. When I walk I
have some pressure/pain as well.
Well today, my OB told me no change. Said I was still somewhat thick. I
looked at him and could not stop the tears. The look on his face was
devastating as he really wanted to help somehow. No induction in sight
for me. I know I should be happy as this is my first "true" pregnancy.
But I can't.
So sorry to unload this on everyone. Compared to others here and sweet Cheri I have nerve to complain and I am sorry for that.
3 Comments on 38 Week OB Visitsweetpeaz -
Thursday, 11 Sep you don't have nerve for having the feelings that you do. Don't feel guilty......it is natural to be completely miserable right now......but each day we are closer....and remember, that just becuase there is no change, that doesnt mean you couldnt go at any time. Some women show no change....and then bam thier water breaks and baby is here bfore you know it! Hang in there!! MikeysGirls -
Thursday, 11 Sep Yeees, don't be sad! Metsmom is right.. PATIENCE!! Only 11 days! Woohoo! And that's at most.. could be earlier, that's why I don't even get checked. Honest, I'm just waiting til 'it' happens or at 40 week apt. if I have one, no need to get myself excited for nothin' yas know?Ignorance is bliss for me right now. It'll be sooner then you think, just chiiiiill! Love and labor! metsmom -
Thursday, 11 Sep Ahh its ok momma! Your little one doesnt want to leave the condo yet is all! hugs