15-6-2012 - looking into the light

My mood while writing this blog: confused

so i've been doing really well lately, my son is doing good, n its looking like there isnt gonna be any surgerys till after this summer. which gives me room to actually plan a few things to do this summer, i want to go see the beach, so bad!!!

i've been hanging out with an old friend from high school n we're unofficially together (we both have to much going on to add labels rite now) so he is such a gentalmen n my son absolutely adores him, they r best friends.

k so one thing lead to another... anywho it ended with a broken condom...which has never happened to me before, i asked him if that ever happened to him before he also said no, anywho im not on any birth control rite now, well simply becuz i hadnt had time to get to the doc and didnt plan on having sex anytime soon....

so back to the point, im wondering what the chances are of an unplanned pregnancy?

i also have very and i mean VERY irregular periods, i had one 2 months ago and the one b4 that was 2 years n 2 months ago b4 that one it had been like 8 months ... like i said very very irregular... if anyone has any advice or thoughts please comment....

i really hope im not pregnant, im not ready for another child n my friend doesnt have any kids so i know he's definantely not ready.... oh n how soon did anyone feel thier first symptoms? with my son i was only 18 n nieve i didnt know i was pregnant till i was 12 weeks (also due to my horribly irregular periods)

advice is welcome, best wishes to all! ;)