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29-4-2009 - sad angry and confused

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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So monday night my boyfriend decides to tell me he doesnt think we can do all this have two kids and be stable moneywise and stuff like that. Seeing as we dont live together i started asking him what we were going to do about our living situation and thats when he let it all out. He basically said if he had his choice he wouldnt want to do this now he would want us to get our living situation straight and stuff in order and we could try again!!! um is it just me or is it a little late to back down on all this now?!?! at least for me it is. i feel so hurt and alone right now. I feel like he is not even going to try to get us out so we can be a family. In my mind i think we can make it work it will be hard but things will work out. I am so sad i dont know what to think about him and us and what will happen later. I know he is scared but so am i but everything happens for a reason and these babies where given to us for a reason. Right now i guess i just stay in a living situation i dont like and isnt going to make it too great of a pregnancy. It's just too much to try to move out on my own with two babies.

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2 Comments on sad angry and confused


sf-mama - Thursday, 14 May
Yikes! It is hard enough going through a smooth pregnancy with a single baby when your man is a rock. You have twins, and a guy who is not being your rock at the moment. You are going to be super strong within yourself, but you can do it. Those two babies picked you as their mama. Hope it goes better with you guy. Maybe he is just scared

kennyandteeksmom - Wednesday, 29 Apr
Oh Iam sorry that you are dealing with all this now... As if it isn't stressful enough just being prego! There is no one that you can move in with him or he move in with you? I thought last week my hubby and I were going to split, but we have been doing OK for now... Maybe they just cant handle our hormones! Hang in there!!!